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JFL i dont wanna be alive rn

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just grind out this life and request for god to give u a chad body in the next life
 
the feeling will pass :peepoLove:
its been like this for so long only thing that stopped me was cz i was scared to go to hell
and now i dont believe in God as much as i did in the last few months but im still scared to and it feels like i js let my parents "win"
 
its been like this for so long only thing that stopped me was cz i was scared to go to hell
and now i dont believe in God as much as i did in the last few months but im still scared to and it feels like i js let my parents "win"
fk my old azz parents too tbh ngl
 
Why grumpy puppy
then what is it about mane ?
my parents mainly but overall life iguess
i cannot go anywhere or do anything they js control everything (i fucked up myself as well its not js my parents fault) and it sounds simple to js leave them or smth but its not that easy realistically and easiest solution is kms but im a coward cant even do that
 
my parents mainly but overall life iguess
i cannot go anywhere or do anything they js control everything (i fucked up myself as well its not js my parents fault) and it sounds simple to js leave them or smth but its not that easy realistically and easiest solution is kms but im a coward cant even do that
how old r u ? can you secure employment then an apartment of your own n shiii ?
 
my parents mainly but overall life iguess
i cannot go anywhere or do anything they js control everything (i fucked up myself as well its not js my parents fault) and it sounds simple to js leave them or smth but its not that easy realistically and easiest solution is kms but im a coward cant even do that
Well, when ur older you will have more freedom, in the meantime you have to accept that they control most parts of ur life for now. But this feeling won't last. Remember one day u will have full autonomy of who u are what u are what you do etc. Just be patient. And honestly even if it's a shit way they do it they control u cause they love u and wanna protect u. It's not an excuse but it's likely true.
 
how old r u ? can you secure employment then an apartment of your own n shiii ?
18 pretty soon so i can technically do wtv and leave them but its js not that simple
im afghan and all my relatives are in my home country i only have my parents and siblings here and unfortunate for me my parents are very "family over everyhting else" so if i leave them (im a girl btw) all my relatives will cut ties with them and their reputation will be bad and all that bs
as much as i hate them i dont want to ruin their lives js to get a better one for myself
 
18 pretty soon so i can technically do wtv and leave them but its js not that simple
im afghan and all my relatives are in my home country i only have my parents and siblings here and unfortunate for me my parents are very "family over everyhting else" so if i leave them (im a girl btw) all my relatives will cut ties with them and their reputation will be bad and all that bs
as much as i hate them i dont want to ruin their lives js to get a better one for myself
shiii do u live in a western progressive country at least?
 
I don't know man there's alot of theories why. Suffering is free will all that jargon. Ultimately idk if he exists truly and either do you nobody knows definitively
Free will doesnt exist
 
my parents mainly but overall life iguess
i cannot go anywhere or do anything they js control everything (i fucked up myself as well its not js my parents fault) and it sounds simple to js leave them or smth but its not that easy realistically and easiest solution is kms but im a coward cant even do that
Everyone says they will rope but they won’t ur alright bruh
 
shiii do u live in a western progressive country at least?
yeah i live in finland and ik ill get help if i ask for it js dont want my family cursed by all my relatives and then live with guilt for the rest of my life
 
18 pretty soon so i can technically do wtv and leave them but its js not that simple
im afghan and all my relatives are in my home country i only have my parents and siblings here and unfortunate for me my parents are very "family over everyhting else" so if i leave them (im a girl btw) all my relatives will cut ties with them and their reputation will be bad and all that bs
as much as i hate them i dont want to ruin their lives js to get a better one for myself
You one day will have to live your own life. I know afghans are very religious and cultural but you live your own life especially the younger generation is becoming more and more open minded. The best way you can take control, is through living with your own means. If you can, get a good job and take care of yourself then they can't complaint cause u don't live under their roof or their rules. But ultimately you will have to break away from them to be truly free and I believe you can do that one day when you're ready. Whole still being close to them just not as close. Love them from afar if that makes sense. You're still so young u have alot of time on ur hands.
 
yeah i live in finland and ik ill get help if i ask for it js dont want my family cursed by all my relatives and then live with guilt for the rest of my life
if they abuse u who cares? Just get a reg job and move out, find some simps to give u money too tbh ngl. THat's what I would do if i were a girl.
 
Free will doesnt exist
That's another debate Im not really willing to get into, depends how you define free will, consciousness etc. Anyways. Point is u dunno nobody knows what's up out there. Or what's after death. You can make some educated guesses if you wish, you have the free will to do so. :)
 
You one day will have to live your own life. I know afghans are very religious and cultural but you live your own life especially the younger generation is becoming more and more open minded. The best way you can take control, is through living with your own means. If you can, get a good job and take care of yourself then they can't complaint cause u don't live under their roof or their rules. But ultimately you will have to break away from them to be truly free and I believe you can do that one day when you're ready. Whole still being close to them just not as close. Love them from afar if that makes sense. You're still so young u have alot of time on ur hands.
In the meantime, we'd be very honored if whenever u feel like that just come talk to your autistic looks maxing friends and don't do nothing dumb. And if u can speak to ur irl friends too 🙏
 
In the meantime, we'd be very honored if whenever u feel like that just come talk to your autistic looks maxing friends and don't do nothing dumb. And if u can speak to ur irl friends too 🙏
all i can do 💔

i love my irl friends but they all dont have the issues im having, their problems are different than mine so they dont rlly understand most of the time and i dont blame them at all but like talking w them ab this is js the same everytime
 
all i can do 💔

i love my irl friends but they all dont have the issues im having, their problems are different than mine so they dont rlly understand most of the time and i dont blame them at all but like talking w them ab this is js the same everytime
All my friends bully me and I’m their lolcow even they are the ones who jester for a ltb
 
but im also too scared to km
learning to be comfortable with pain is a valuable skill
keep going, it should get easier cause the brain adapts to the bad situation
dont kys, you dont know what would happen if u keep living, maybe you ll be happy again even if its just for one day
 

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