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I ate like 5000 calories worth and cookies and ice cream and felt really guilty about it so I tried to throw it up.
I sat on the bathroom floor, right next to the toilet, and it was the most dehumanizing shit I’ve ever felt in my entire life.
I tried to build up the courage to put my fingers in the back of my throat to induce vomiting but every time I tried I just felt so embarrassed and humiliated.
After 30 minutes of sitting by this toilet I finally was able to try and throw it up but since so much time had passed nothing came up. Or maybe I wasn’t trying hard enough.
I can’t even be successful at having an eating disorder bro. r****d moment
I sat on the bathroom floor, right next to the toilet, and it was the most dehumanizing shit I’ve ever felt in my entire life.
I tried to build up the courage to put my fingers in the back of my throat to induce vomiting but every time I tried I just felt so embarrassed and humiliated.
After 30 minutes of sitting by this toilet I finally was able to try and throw it up but since so much time had passed nothing came up. Or maybe I wasn’t trying hard enough.
I can’t even be successful at having an eating disorder bro. r****d moment
