i feel abnormal in a normal world

[syrian_lily141]

i feel so ugly and weird, everyone around me seems to have friends and look better but why not me? why did i have to get stuck being a syrian? why arent i a pretty blond blue eyed girl who gets friends easily? i mostly love the way i look because i am pretty but i just have these moments where i wish i looked normal, to look like everyone around me, i constantly seek for any sort of dolls or models or anyone that looks like me but there isnt, i used to be chopped and i was genuinly so upset with everything about myself because there wasnt anyone in my same race who knew what to do and my parent never teached me crap, i had to do everything myself but yet im never gonna be good enough in my eyes, maybe in another life ill be luckier but for now i need to be grateful for what i have.

 

[milkjar]

typed by hands of a mtb with life on easy mode btw

 

[syrian_lily141]

typed by hands of a mtb with life on easy mode btw

not when ur surrounded by stacys

 

[imareasonableman]

i feel so ugly and weird, everyone around me seems to have friends and look better but why not me? why did i have to get stuck being a syrian? why arent i a pretty blond blue eyed girl who gets friends easily? i mostly love the way i look because i am pretty but i just have these moments where i wish i looked normal, to look like everyone around me, i constantly seek for any sort of dolls or models or anyone that looks like me but there isnt, i used to be chopped and i was genuinly so upset with everything about myself because there wasnt anyone in my same race who knew what to do and my parent never teached me crap, i had to do everything myself but yet im never gonna be good enough in my eyes, maybe in another life ill be luckier but for now i need to be grateful for what i have.

ur biggest critic is always urself vro

 

[milkjar]

not when ur surrounded by stacys

oh wait I DNR, I just realized your ethnic

I'm sorry, yea it's brutal, i'm so happy I live in a shit skin country i'd feel so mogged if I had to live around whites

 

[syrian_lily141]

oh wait I DNR, I just realized your ethnic

I'm sorry, yea it's brutal, i'm so happy I live in a shit skin country i'd feel so mogged if I had to live around whites

im grateful to be here but in syria i would be a stacy and here idek, i dont completely look arab in somes eyes but not white either, so its irritating whenever i had to pick something that looked similar to me and either i pick something with my colors but not my features or vise versa and i followed white beauty trends which nver worked for me

 

[angelpie]

This world is far from normal but so are you