I feel excited but also like im going to throw up

[Tear]

Optimistic about the future but uncertain about what it will bring. I'm unsure of what I want and its frustrating because I really have no idea what I want. But when I do want something I go full throttle.

I'm not good with change either, I spent my whole childhood changing because I kept moving to different countries and I had to adapt to the different mannerisms and cultures but I've long since become complacent and content with doing the same rhythmic pattern everyday. At least moving to colleget will push me out of my routine and stop myself from being a spectator to my own life.

 

[Tesarossa // Space]

you die anyway live in the moment tear

 

[Tear]

you die anyway live in the moment tear

Reminds me of the fact that its easier to train a kid how to ride a bike than an adult because an adult fears falling. Why not enjoy my youth and actually do something before I fear failing and make regrets.