Maracas
I feel left out. I'm conventionnally mid or on the uglier side (hltn-lmtn), and I've : never been invited to any parties whatsoever, never had a girlfriend (or like in primary school), and I can't recall any girl that was interested in me in the past few years.
I want to precise that I am a french 16 years-old high schooler.
I have friends, but I feel like they're distant with me, like for example, about a week ago they went to a theme park without me. Didn't even try to warn me or smth like that. When they were at the theme park they called me to laugh. I feel like a jester to them.
Also, I have a crush on a girl in my high school. We were in the same class last year, so we've talked a bit, but nothing really solid or like a friendship. I frequently check her reposts, multiple times a day, just to see that she reposts things about a boy that doesn't resemble me or barely. Each time I look at her page, I feel like a fucking cuck, a spectator.
I know this will get DNR's and that people will laugh at me. I just needed that out. Hope I'll get better.
I want to precise that I am a french 16 years-old high schooler.
I have friends, but I feel like they're distant with me, like for example, about a week ago they went to a theme park without me. Didn't even try to warn me or smth like that. When they were at the theme park they called me to laugh. I feel like a jester to them.
Also, I have a crush on a girl in my high school. We were in the same class last year, so we've talked a bit, but nothing really solid or like a friendship. I frequently check her reposts, multiple times a day, just to see that she reposts things about a boy that doesn't resemble me or barely. Each time I look at her page, I feel like a fucking cuck, a spectator.
I know this will get DNR's and that people will laugh at me. I just needed that out. Hope I'll get better.
