Serious I feel my soul rotting

[Sith]

I feel like I can spiritually feel my soul rotting away, like God is distant from me. I have done many sins in my life that I'm ashamed of, I feel so depressed and empty. I feel sorry for what I've done but I can't stop. I feel horrible and fatigued every day, I feel tired all the time. I'm such a lazy person. I don't go outside due to me being scared of being humiliated and embarrassed. I hope God has a plan for me to be happy, but I've been in depression for several years now, I feel like I'm being tortured in my everyday life, I see the richer and beautiful people walk past me, and I can't help but just cry at the thought of me finally having comfort in my life. I hope God makes me feel energized, pure, and happy. I don't know how things will turn out, but I trust in God. I hope I have more obedience to him now.

 

[based god gigi]

Damn shawty hope things get better

 

[Deleted Member 86515]

I dnr so here’s a gold rep

 

[Sith]

I dnr so here’s a gold rep

thx bhai