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I'm 5'11 and 120 pounds, I'm a twig.
But fuck I feel guilty for eating, it's so gross and depressing, like eating, it just feels wrong.
I don't know honestly, I ate a little bit of steak tonight but then I ate some chips after dinner, it was only a few but I feel so fucking horrible, I want to waste away and die, I want to rewatch things I remember from when I was a kid, like rudolph and Skylanders.
I Really actually just feel disgusting and disturbed, all I can think of is fat people and how bad I feel for them, but I feel like I'm a fat person in a malnourished body idk what I'm writing bro I'm sorry
But fuck I feel guilty for eating, it's so gross and depressing, like eating, it just feels wrong.
I don't know honestly, I ate a little bit of steak tonight but then I ate some chips after dinner, it was only a few but I feel so fucking horrible, I want to waste away and die, I want to rewatch things I remember from when I was a kid, like rudolph and Skylanders.
I Really actually just feel disgusting and disturbed, all I can think of is fat people and how bad I feel for them, but I feel like I'm a fat person in a malnourished body idk what I'm writing bro I'm sorry