i feel so miserable

[Jeezie066]

i feel like fucking shit, ever since school started ive been stuck in the same endless cycle of desperation and boredom. I just study and scroll on incel forums because ppl here are the only ppl i relate to in tearms of beliefs, i cant stand being with my friends anymore its gotten worse and worse the more i get into bp and lm i think i havent felt anything with my friends for like a year or shi just because the only thing i can think and talk about are looks and theyve just became so boring to be around.

i feel like bp consumed my soul, like it sucked out all the life and innocence i had left. Im trying everything to improve my looks and self confidence but im still average and akward and always feel like shit.

i get so jealous whenever i see people less attractive then me in relationships or just happy in general, ppl be saying only looks matter but in practice ts so fucking false . i justt want to feel loved and appreciated but im not interesting enough, not beautiful enough, not smart enough and not funny enough. I like this guy but idk how to approach him or even start a conversation with him because of how self concious i am

prolly just a seasonal thing or just feeling down but could anybody give me some advice on how to feel a little better?
sorry for the long rant

 

[gatetoheaven]

awh im so sorry to hear that jeezie
i get how you feel
always down to talk xoxo

 

[Zygos]

hm i’ve been in a similar spot i’d say get off the internet for a while detox ur brain

 

[Jeezie066]

hm i’ve been in a similar spot i’d say get off the internet for a while detox ur brain

the only thing i use the internet for is for those forums and school but alright ill prolly try

 

[ToryToad]

i feel like fucking shit, ever since school started ive been stuck in the same endless cycle of desperation and boredom. I just study and scroll on incel forums because ppl here are the only ppl i relate to in tearms of beliefs, i cant stand being with my friends anymore its gotten worse and worse the more i get into bp and lm i think i havent felt anything with my friends for like a year or shi just because the only thing i can think and talk about are looks and theyve just became so boring to be around.

i feel like bp consumed my soul, like it sucked out all the life and innocence i had left. Im trying everything to improve my looks and self confidence but im still average and akward and always feel like shit.

i get so jealous whenever i see people less attractive then me in relationships or just happy in general, ppl be saying only looks matter but in practice ts so fucking false . i justt want to feel loved and appreciated but im not interesting enough, not beautiful enough, not smart enough and not funny enough. I like this guy but idk how to approach him or even start a conversation with him because of how self concious i am

prolly just a seasonal thing or just feeling down but could anybody give me some advice on how to feel a little better?
sorry for the long rant

play hoi4

 

[ToryToad]

develop schizophrenia to cope with loneliness or sadness

 

[Jeezie066]

develop schizophrenia to cope with loneliness or sadness

thx for your wonderful advide ill give it a go
ill keep you guys updated!

 

[ToryToad]

thx for your wonderful advide ill give it a go
ill keep you guys updated!

it worked for me partly