I feel very strange

[Lost Ferry CEO]

I'm not as angry, anxious, sad or confused about things like I used to be, it's not exactly numbness or contentment but it feels like I've woken up from a long nightmare. I'm a bit lightheaded recently, maybe because of the fast I'm doing.

 

[Jack Frost]

I'm not as angry, anxious, sad or confused about things like I used to be, it's not exactly numbness or contentment but it feels like I've woken up from a long nightmare. I'm a bit lightheaded recently, maybe because of the fast I'm doing.

no succubi to cloud your mind

 

[Trevor]

Stages of grief

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

no succubi to cloud your mind

Can't say that's exactly the case, but at least I'm not as unhealthily attached

 

[chudlite67]

I'm not as angry, anxious, sad or confused about things like I used to be, it's not exactly numbness or contentment but it feels like I've woken up from a long nightmare. I'm a bit lightheaded recently, maybe because of the fast I'm doing.

u describe not feeling bad as strange

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

u describe not feeling bad as strange

It's not exactly not feeling bad or feeling good, I'm just getting relieved because my session is coming to an end, I feel a lot more free, and getting angry or/and emotionally drained over bullshit online has contributed nothing good for me.

 

[Deleted Member 121099]

I’ve been in a state of nothingness for a while I’m not really sure what to do with myself

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

I’ve been in a state of nothingness for a while I’m not really sure what to do with myself

We just meander through space and gravitate towards the closest celestial body, we really are just planets gravitating around each other and then pulling off from it to meander yet again

 

[chudlite67]

It's not exactly not feeling bad or feeling good, I'm just getting relieved because my session is coming to an end, I feel a lot more free, and getting angry or/and emotionally drained over bullshit online has contributed nothing good for me.

your session? do u mean like school?
anyways that sounds like great progress

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

your session? do u mean like school?
anyways that sounds like great progress

Yeah well I'm in community college so it's split in sessions not school years

 

[chudlite67]

Yeah well I'm in community college so it's split in sessions not school years

oh yes, sounds fun

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

I'm not as angry, anxious, sad or confused about things like I used to be, it's not exactly numbness or contentment but it feels like I've woken up from a long nightmare. I'm a bit lightheaded recently, maybe because of the fast I'm doing.

Eat your vegetables and forget about this feeling

 

[Starlet]

I'm not as angry, anxious, sad or confused about things like I used to be, it's not exactly numbness or contentment but it feels like I've woken up from a long nightmare. I'm a bit lightheaded recently, maybe because of the fast I'm doing.

That sounds positive. People constantly want excitement and mood swings and emotional turmoil brings that to them so the absence of that can seem like numbness but really it’s just balancing the emotional highs and lows to a nice medium mid line. It’s neutral, that’s how I feel most of the time, nothing, but I like it that way. Or maybe it’s closer to contentment/healing as you’ve described it