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For me bp has really only stemmed from the fact that i look highly different depending on the picture and even people who know me IRL say i look different depending on the day. Im mistaken as a lot of different ethnicities for one. So it made my self image extremely nebulous and steered me into wanting an "objective" idea of beauty.
Over the past few days I took some time to reflect on how people perceive me irl on a whole. And ultimately i realized that I am probably treated better for my looks than i am not. Theyve never been something that negatively impacted me (unless i decided to pick up modeling then obviously id be cooked, but im talking about general day to day life). And so i figured i shouldnt particularly care.
The real kicker was today when i was talking to some people IRL and realized i was trying to rate their PSL (like a fucking retat). These were people i found attractive prior to learning about bp and suddenly i was trying to analyze their face based on cookie cutter ratings, and for what? Then i realized bp is for depressed autists who can't function normally in society for one reason or another, and i should stop here.
SO that being said I'll probably lurk here a lot less often, and one day in the near future i'll go around to deleting it. I feel the humanity coming back into my veins already and it feels great.
Anyways DNR me or smth but for now peace out gng no more PSL only vibes
Over the past few days I took some time to reflect on how people perceive me irl on a whole. And ultimately i realized that I am probably treated better for my looks than i am not. Theyve never been something that negatively impacted me (unless i decided to pick up modeling then obviously id be cooked, but im talking about general day to day life). And so i figured i shouldnt particularly care.
The real kicker was today when i was talking to some people IRL and realized i was trying to rate their PSL (like a fucking retat). These were people i found attractive prior to learning about bp and suddenly i was trying to analyze their face based on cookie cutter ratings, and for what? Then i realized bp is for depressed autists who can't function normally in society for one reason or another, and i should stop here.
SO that being said I'll probably lurk here a lot less often, and one day in the near future i'll go around to deleting it. I feel the humanity coming back into my veins already and it feels great.
Anyways DNR me or smth but for now peace out gng no more PSL only vibes
