I Fucking Hate Reality

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Everyday I get to feel happy, then immediately see what I look like and my entire confidence is shattered. I get to be reminded of how I'm so undesirable that having a good personlity would make me a martyr who is grateful for anything, because honestly improving myself would be a net neutral at best. I also I get to realize I'm talentless, completely invisible and have an abysmally low IQ because I basically fried my brain with years of insomnia mixed with overeating sugar.

I'm not even a morally sound person either since I chose to engage with disgusting pornography on the internet since I was 10 years old and I let it warp my entire personality, I'm incredibly violent by nature too and this is the bullshit I wake up to every single morning with no escape whatsoever.

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

Everyday I get to feel happy, then immediately see what I look like and my entire confidence is shattered. I get to be reminded of how I'm so undesirable that having a good personlity would make me a martyr who is grateful for anything, because honestly improving myself would be a net neutral at best. I also I get to realize I'm talentless, completely invisible and have an abysmally low IQ because I basically fried my brain with years of insomnia mixed with overeating sugar.

I'm not even a morally sound person either since I chose to engage with disgusting pornography on the internet since I was 10 years old and I let it warp my entire personality, I'm incredibly violent by nature too and this is the bullshit I wake up to every single morning with no escape whatsoever.

.... shattered...?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

.... shattered...?

I actually feel better now, thank you

 

[Caterpillar]

u dont love urself enough to fix that u gotta jerk off infront of a mirror

 

[foidmogger]

Everyday I get to feel happy, then immediately see what I look like and my entire confidence is shattered. I get to be reminded of how I'm so undesirable that having a good personlity would make me a martyr who is grateful for anything, because honestly improving myself would be a net neutral at best. I also I get to realize I'm talentless, completely invisible and have an abysmally low IQ because I basically fried my brain with years of insomnia mixed with overeating sugar.

I'm not even a morally sound person either since I chose to engage with disgusting pornography on the internet since I was 10 years old and I let it warp my entire personality, I'm incredibly violent by nature too and this is the bullshit I wake up to every single morning with no escape whatsoever.

over for you

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

over for you

Thankfully it never began for me

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

u dont love urself enough to fix that u gotta jerk off infront of a mirror

I would need an entire pack of sketchy gas station pills to do that