I hate being a girl but being a guy would only make shit even worse

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I am not feminine, I will never look particularly feminine without atleast 100K in surgery, I'm visibly mentally handicapped in some way AND my body will always be a prison in some way or another since I'm uncoordinated and have a decently deformed face. I look bad in dresses, can't do makeup, don't have curves and have a man-ish face with extremely wide shoulders along with a fairly nasally voice thats hard to listen to. Being feminine was only a thing I could do until I hit puberty as the nuances of femininity weren't a concern until I became older and my body matured into some ugly ass shit that I could have easily avoided by sticking to diets and never eating candy.

Fuck my human shell why the fuck does it have to be so deformed AND try to force me to be a fat fuck. Also fuck neurodivergency it makes maintaining any sort of control almost impossible and require the willpower of an actual God, because my body just gets to say "fuck you" if I get overstilumated or some shit.

 

[rickgrimes]

I am not feminine, I will never look particularly feminine without atleast 100K in surgery, I'm visibly mentally handicapped in some way AND my body will always be a prison in some way or another since I'm uncoordinated and have a decently deformed face. I look bad in dresses, can't do makeup, don't have curves and have a man-ish face with extremely wide shoulders along with a fairly nasally voice thats hard to listen to. Being feminine was only a thing I could do until I hit puberty as the nuances of femininity weren't a concern until I became older and my body matured into some ugly ass shit that I could have easily avoided by sticking to diets and never eating candy.

Wait I thought you were a guy

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Wait I thought you were a guy
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Please be trolling

 

[Deleted Member 66632]

you can get gender affirming care if you go to ur doctor, like hormone replacement therapy, voice therapy etc.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

you can get gender affirming care if you go to ur doctor, like hormone replacement therapy, voice therapy etc.

Not where I live, also I won't ever be a guy for real and transitioning would make everything wayyy worse

 

[Deleted Member 66632]

Not where I live, also I won't ever be a guy and transitioning would make everything wayyy worse

I mean like for feminisation, cis people can get estrogen, breast implants and u mentioned u don't like ur voice, so voice training to have a more feminine voice is the goal. But if where u life that's not available than sry

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I mean like for feminisation, cis people can get estrogen, breast implants and u mentioned u don't like ur voice, so voice training to have a more feminine voice is the goal. But if where u life that's not available than sry

Ah thanks, yeah I wish I had the money to do it but I'm too inexperienced and there's gonna be a recession or some shit soon

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

Water, everything in life as a guy would’ve been harder. Going from femcel to incel is NOT the transition you wanna make.

Idk your financial situation but really do start coming up with ways to save up a couple thousand. Because if you’re not working towards the goal you set, it’s just mental masturbation

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Water, everything in life as a guy would’ve been harder. Going from femcel to incel is NOT the transition you wanna make.

Idk your financial situation but really do start coming up with ways to save up a couple thousand. Because if you’re not working towards the goal you set, it’s just mental masturbation

Also if I was a guy I'd have totally become a criminal of some kind by now, but I can't find any way to make money due to being talentless and young

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

Also if I was a guy I'd have totally become a criminal of some kind by now, but I can't find any way to make money due to being talentless and young

Are you of age to find a part time job yet?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Are you of age to find a part time job yet?

16 so yeah, but my parents probably won't let me and school is going ot become a problem since it takes up a lot of time

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

16 so yeah, but my parents probably won't let me and school is going ot become a problem since it takes up a lot of time

I’d say work really hard in school, prove to your parents you can manage a job and school at the same time.

If you’re doing well, I’m sure they’ll understand

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I’d say work really hard in school, prove to your parents you can manage a job and school at the same time.

If you’re doing well, I’m sure they’ll understand

Basically I'm too weak to do that so I likely won't, at this point it might be best to continue laying down and rotting while also copemaxxing or just find another incel to stay with

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

Basically I'm too weak to do that so I likely won't, at this point it might be best to continue laying down and rotting while also copemaxxing or just find another incel to stay with

So you’re just gonna be lazy then? You can stay complaining and stay femcel. If you’re not gonna put in the work, please refrain from bitching, since there are people on worse positions than you trying their best to no avail

Why did I even waste my time

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

So you’re just gonna be lazy then? You can stay complaining and stay femcel. If you’re not gonna put in the work, please refrain from bitching, since there are people on worse positions than you trying their best to no avail

Why did I even waste my time

I want to hurt as many people as I can so I'll continue bitching, also I can never really control myself no matter how much I try and the job market in this town is pretty much dead so even if I did try it wouldn't do shit.

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

I want to hurt as many people as I can so I'll continue bitching, also I can never really control myself no matter how much I try and the job market in this town is pretty much dead so even if I did try it wouldn't do shit.

Ur lazy so dnr

You clearly just want things handed to you on a silver platter

Couldn’t care less anymore

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Ur lazy so dnr

You clearly just want things handed to you on a silver platter

Couldn’t care less anymore

EVEN IF I WASNT LAZY AND HAD CONTROL IT WOULDNT DO SHIT BECAUSE THE AVERAGE JOB HERE PAYS 500 DOLLARS A MONTH AT BEST

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Ur lazy so dnr

You clearly just want things handed to you on a silver platter

Couldn’t care less anymore

You don't fucking get it, my parents will find a way to ruin any efforts I make at gymming or softmaxxing that isn't just shit like skin anc haircare because my mom is HtB and doesn't actually understand what its like to be truly ugly so shes on that body positivity bullshit