omfg don't even get me started with relationships
when I lose interest in somebody I'll slowing start ignoring them more and more until I break up with them, that's normal for most people but personally with the guys I've been with they took it WAY too personal. deadass this one guy was getting teary eyed while he was asking me if I could continue being with him. I hate how insensitive I can be sometimes, bc I CARE and ik I can but like when people start crying or show anything with strong emotion all I can really do is kinda stand there with a blank face until they walk away
this is so messed up ik, but like idk why I'm like this. irl I'm a really sweet person so whenever I treat a guy like that it makes it seem like I was faking my personality