I hate being schizoid

[Deleted Member 128134]

Basically it's a personality disorder where you are extremely introverted, not in an awkward way, but preferring solitude over socializing. You don't desire friends, and relationships. You are usually emotionally flat, and prefer privacy.

I've been like this for my whole life. I never had a bf, or even a love interest at all. I had few online friends, but long gone since I have the habit to delete my social accounts. Socializing just doesn't click for me, it doesn't give me dopamine, in fact it drains me.

But it's hard to see everyone with friends, social accounts, and lovers. You are just not normal like everybody else.

I might also delete this account, but I'm passionate about looksmaxxing and I'd like to post update whenever I get a surgery or lose weight.

 

[pickledonions]

you’re not schizoid

 

[saccharinesaint]

Basically it's a personality disorder where you are extremely introverted, not in an awkward way, but preferring solitude over socializing. You don't desire friends, and relationships. You are usually emotionally flat, and prefer privacy.

I've been like this for my whole life. I never had a bf, or even a love interest at all. I had few online friends, but long gone since I have the habit to delete my social accounts. Socializing just doesn't click for me, it doesn't give me dopamine, in fact it drains me.

But it's hard to see everyone with friends, social accounts, and lovers. You are just not normal like everybody else.

I might also delete this account, but I'm passionate about looksmaxxing and I'd like to post update whenever I get a surgery or lose weight.

-self diagnosed

 

[Deleted Member 128134]

-self diagnosed

No it's diagnosed. A year ago actually, when I was 20. I kept talking to my psychiatrist about my problems and she diagnosed me with it.

I thought she meant schizophrenia, so I was hella confused until I searched it up on the net.

 

[CesarZet]

Well, at least you can post here