Serious I hate my life and i hate people

[Tealovingfool]

People around me say they care about me and my wellbeing but they do absolutely nothing to help me in any way and give terrible advice my friends only try help when im on the verge of killing myself and they lie and tell me they'll be there for me but they just arent i feel disconnected from everyone and everything the only relief i get is from substances in general and I havent been getting that relief daily I only get it a few times a week maximum sometimes I want to kill myself and I get on the verge of doing it then I get scared and I cant do it im trying to have hope and its running out.

 

[Invisigal]

People around me say they care about me and my wellbeing but they do absolutely nothing to help me in any way and give terrible advice my friends only try help when im on the verge of killing myself and they lie and tell me they'll be there for me but they just arent i feel disconnected from everyone and everything the only relief i get is from substances in general and I havent been getting that relief daily I only get it a few times a week maximum sometimes I want to kill myself and I get on the verge of doing it then I get scared and I cant do it im trying to have hope and its running out.

sorry to hear your going through that, i understand

regard of temptation of suicide, your probably feeling impulisve rn

eat something and get some sleep

i recommend watching this video bro

hope it gets better for you bhai

 

[Tealovingfool]

sorry to hear your going through that, i understand

regard of temptation of suicide, your probably feeling impulisve rn

eat something and get some sleep

i recommend watching this video bro

hope it gets better for you bhai

Thank you but the video didnt teach me anything or help

 

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People around me say they care about me and my wellbeing but they do absolutely nothing to help me in any way and give terrible advice my friends only try help when im on the verge of killing myself and they lie and tell me they'll be there for me but they just arent i feel disconnected from everyone and everything the only relief i get is from substances in general and I havent been getting that relief daily I only get it a few times a week maximum sometimes I want to kill myself and I get on the verge of doing it then I get scared and I cant do it im trying to have hope and its running out.

I obviously don't wanna psychoanalyze your mental state, but be sure to remember that it is not your fault that you are in this situation.

At the very least if you are going to continue going through hardship, you should never place the blame on yourself for something that society as a whole did to you.





rehab has a decent video on this topic, but I would advise you not to watch it if it is too brutal to hear


(i personally find watching videos like these therapeutic for some reason)