My bedroom situation
My first problem is that my teen sister is coming back (she was workin on mental health stuff), and I'm actually pissed. My mom told me a few days ago, she's like, " Hey, your sisters coming back, and we're going to be switching rooms up, and your gonna go downstairs to my old room (with my brothers again), other sisters gonna get my your room, so that when she gets back she can have her own room. There are some specific rules when you foster children, so they have to have their own room, and can't share rooms until they're like 5 or something, so my teen sister can't share a room with my fostered half sister, or the middle sister. So I have to go back to sharing a room with my 11 year old and 6 yr old brothers whom I interact with minimally. I'm definitely a horrible older brother, but teen sister has too many issues, and tears apart the family, so I'm genuinely happy that she was gone (and it wasn't like she wasn't coming back), 11 yr old brother is a bitch in general, and I rarely speak to him because he's too ADHD for me. Back in April my birth mom lost custody of both of the youngest kids, so they are currently living with us, and It would be horrible for me to want them to go back (knowing all the horrible stuff that happened to me) but it's just not working, and I just can't live like this anymore. My family is literally so divided, and the only way I'm going to find peace his to move to a college far enough away that they don't visit too often, but not too far that they think I don't want anything to do with them. So I need to have my shit packed up and ready to move downstairs by Friday night! The only good thing is that I finally got my car back!
My first problem is that my teen sister is coming back (she was workin on mental health stuff), and I'm actually pissed. My mom told me a few days ago, she's like, " Hey, your sisters coming back, and we're going to be switching rooms up, and your gonna go downstairs to my old room (with my brothers again), other sisters gonna get my your room, so that when she gets back she can have her own room. There are some specific rules when you foster children, so they have to have their own room, and can't share rooms until they're like 5 or something, so my teen sister can't share a room with my fostered half sister, or the middle sister. So I have to go back to sharing a room with my 11 year old and 6 yr old brothers whom I interact with minimally. I'm definitely a horrible older brother, but teen sister has too many issues, and tears apart the family, so I'm genuinely happy that she was gone (and it wasn't like she wasn't coming back), 11 yr old brother is a bitch in general, and I rarely speak to him because he's too ADHD for me. Back in April my birth mom lost custody of both of the youngest kids, so they are currently living with us, and It would be horrible for me to want them to go back (knowing all the horrible stuff that happened to me) but it's just not working, and I just can't live like this anymore. My family is literally so divided, and the only way I'm going to find peace his to move to a college far enough away that they don't visit too often, but not too far that they think I don't want anything to do with them. So I need to have my shit packed up and ready to move downstairs by Friday night! The only good thing is that I finally got my car back!
