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i fucking hate it so much. that feeling when you see hundreds of women thirst for one man and you realize hypergamy is more intense then what you could ever imagine all women competing for the 0.0001%. millions of fucking dms going to chad. no matter what i do and no matter what i say i will always be subpar in the eyes of any girl. my feelings cant be condensed into simple words or expressions, the chemicals in my brain create a feeling that is painful to bear. saddening yet angering at the same time
i feel like the world is unfair but fairness was never a consideration. no, i just want to be the winner like any other animal, but im not and I know it. theres nothing I can do to fix it. risk everything, spend my life slaving away, throw away my whole life to be chad at 30 with risky surgeries that might not even help and in fact do the opposite while not being able to enjoy my peak of looks and throwing them away for a chance at paradise at 30
be grateful? no. I will not
i feel like the world is unfair but fairness was never a consideration. no, i just want to be the winner like any other animal, but im not and I know it. theres nothing I can do to fix it. risk everything, spend my life slaving away, throw away my whole life to be chad at 30 with risky surgeries that might not even help and in fact do the opposite while not being able to enjoy my peak of looks and throwing them away for a chance at paradise at 30
be grateful? no. I will not