I hate socialising

[foidslayer]

I don't think I speak more than 100 words a day, everytime i go out i js say mhm and yeah to everyone so they don't talk to me.

this started back when people stopped liking being around me and shit (mostly because of rumors and guys I've beaten up making up shit ab me). Now everyone thinks im this evil dark triad villain.

even to my own parents i don't talk to them except if it's essential, and when i go to the gym i dont even speak all i do is point with my fingers pretty sure the people there either think im retarded or mute.

the part i hate most about any day is when a foid starts staring at me or approaches me or in general if any of them try to talk to me. I get really uncomfortable and I basically speedwalk my way out of there i hate foids so much (i have my reasons)

only female i will truly have a connection with is my cat but all she does is sleep all the time which is nice i hate loud noises it annoys me alot.

Sure you might think life like this is boring but i promise you it's extremely peaceful and rids your life of cortisol and it frees up your schedule so you have much more time on your hands.

My goal is to be able to go days without speaking to people and I'm trying to achieve a whole week

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

this n***a thinks hes clav

 

[foidslayer]

this n***a thinks hes clav

clav parties and shit, i never went to a party in my life.

 

[foidslayer]

clav parties and shit, i never went to a party in my life.

to also clarify i never will

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

clav parties and shit, i never went to a party in my life.

yes but in his utist days he made a thread literally saying what u said word for word

 

[foidslayer]

yes but in his utist days he made a thread literally saying what u said word for word

I wasn't actively org back then I've only seen one thread of his and it was the pdo threads guide thing

 

[nomi]

I don't think I speak more than 100 words a day, everytime i go out i js say mhm and yeah to everyone so they don't talk to me.

this started back when people stopped liking being around me and shit (mostly because of rumors and guys I've beaten up making up shit ab me). Now everyone thinks im this evil dark triad villain.

even to my own parents i don't talk to them except if it's essential, and when i go to the gym i dont even speak all i do is point with my fingers pretty sure the people there either think im retarded or mute.

the part i hate most about any day is when a foid starts staring at me or approaches me or in general if any of them try to talk to me. I get really uncomfortable and I basically speedwalk my way out of there i hate foids so much (i have my reasons)

only female i will truly have a connection with is my cat but all she does is sleep all the time which is nice i hate loud noises it annoys me alot.

Sure you might think life like this is boring but i promise you it's extremely peaceful and rids your life of cortisol and it frees up your schedule so you have much more time on your hands.

My goal is to be able to go days without speaking to people and I'm trying to achieve a whole week

i wanna talk to people but i just cant,
dood i feel you, talking irl is so fucking hard esp when it comes to my parents

 

[foidslayer]

i wanna talk to people but i just cant,
dood i feel you, talking irl is so fucking hard esp when it comes to my parents

social interactions feel so draining for some reason

 

[nomi]

social interactions feel so draining for some reason

literally
idk if i can force myself to do ts anymore, i might start speaking in sign language or gang signs smth like dat

 

[foidslayer]

literally
idk if i can force myself to do ts anymore, i might start speaking in sign language or gang signs smth like dat

no need to pretend to be something you're not, people will get used to it and treat you accordingly eventually

 

[nomi]

no need to pretend to be something you're not, people will get used to it and treat you accordingly eventually

hopefully, i get attention but not in a good way
it's so friggen annoying

 

[foidslayer]

hopefully, i get attention but not in a good way
it's so friggen annoying

do you also wish you were that friend eho everyone includes and shit without you having to speak or anything js being there

 

[nomi]

do you also wish you were that friend eho everyone includes and shit without you having to speak or anything js being there

YES i want to feel included without forcing long convos
i can only do that shet when someone's venting to me

 

[foidslayer]

YES i want to feel included without forcing long convos
i can only do that shet when someone's venting to me

oh my god i hate when people vent nga its genuinely so annoying most of the time i try to get an excuse to leave and if its on text i just leave them on seen

 

[nomi]

oh my god i hate when people vent nga its genuinely so annoying most of the time i try to get an excuse to leave and if its on text i just leave them on seen

i only let my friends do it if it's something serious and not something involving their fuckass boyfriends
it's hard for me to talk but i like being comforting

 

[foidslayer]

i only let my friends do it if it's something serious and not something involving their fuckass boyfriends
it's hard for me to talk but i like being comforting

do you also let in someone in ur acc to comfort them pretending to be you

 

[nomi]

do you also let in someone in ur acc to comfort them pretending to be you

what does this mean.

 

[foidslayer]

what does this mean.

its the method trust

get someone u trust to log in youraccount and text people as if they're you

 

[nomi]

its the method trust

get someone u trust to log in youraccount and text people as if they're you

oooohhh
that's kinda smart but i cant betray opsec

 

[foidslayer]

oooohhh
that's kinda smart but i cant betray opsec

it's okay shh

 

[nomi]

it's okay shh

okay guys who wants my .com password so they can impersonate me

 

[foidslayer]

okay guys who wants my .com password so they can impersonate me

kaligula incident (me!!)

 

[nomi]

kaligula incident (me!!)

LMAO
and it's opsec123_

 

[rand anon]

Same except I wanna speak more

 

[nomi]

Same except I wanna speak more

i want to speak but at the same time i dont

 

[submissivechud]

i like socializing w ppl i like, not usually w foids tho because they lie to meh

 

[nomi]

i like socializing w ppl i like, not usually w foids tho because they lie to meh

u talk to me a lot doe

 

[submissivechud]

u talk to me a lot doe

yehhh but your an online friend, you dont have a reason to lie to me because you dont know who i am nor what appear to be. i like online friends, especially foid ones cus their funner to talk to

 

[foidslayer]

LMAO
and it's opsec123_

Error Access denied

 

[foidslayer]

Same except I wanna speak more

you're one of the good uncs btw we love you

 

[nomi]

Error Access denied

srry srry
try catgirlslayer007

 

[foidslayer]

srry srry
try catgirlslayer007

dean told me one more wrong attempt and he's sending me to tel aviv help

 

[nomi]

yehhh but your an online friend, you dont have a reason to lie to me because you dont know who i am nor what appear to be. i like online friends, especially foid ones cus their funner to talk to

real (im saying this like half of the forum hasnt seen my face b4)

 

[submissivechud]

real (im saying this like half of the forum hasnt seen my face b4)

n***a its in ur profile

 

[nomi]

dean told me one more wrong attempt and he's sending me to tel aviv help

@Dean pleaaaseeee give him some mercy

 

[foidslayer]

n***a its in ur profile

no one gaf to look

 

[nomi]

n***a its in ur profile

ok guys...
was my face rev tuff doe

 

[nomi]

no one gaf to look

everyone is gonna gaf
maybe like 2 users but wtv same thing

 

[submissivechud]

ok guys...
was my face rev tuff doe

it was super tough yes, alt and scene moggg

 

[foidslayer]

ok guys...
was my face rev tuff doe

yes emo scene girl

 

[rand anon]

i want to speak but at the same time i dont

Do u not want to cause the process of doing so is uncomfortable?

 

[nomi]

it was super tough yes, alt and scene moggg

yes emo scene girl

ty guys

 

[nomi]

Do u not want to cause the process of doing so is uncomfortable?

yes, i trip over my words a lot and most of the time idk how to respond to things without sounding annoying

 

[foidslayer]

Do u not want to cause the process of doing so is uncomfortable?

nga talking like my therapist

 

[submissivechud]

nga talking like my therapist

why do you feel that way, what makes you think that? try and answer truthfully

 

[submissivechud]

yes, i trip over my words a lot and most of the time idk how to respond to things without sounding annoying

thats why u become low inhib

 

[foidslayer]

why do you feel that way, what makes you think that? try and answer truthfully

and the whole time i js be nodding my head ong they're so low iq

 

[nomi]

@rand anon js be my second psychiatrist alrdy

 

[foidslayer]

thats why u become low inhib

it's not about that most of the time honestly, nd people sometimes think faster and the tongue cant keep up

 

[nomi]

and the whole time i js be nodding my head ong they're so low iq

therapists js been repeating the same shit over and over and over again