Rage i hate what i have become

[Goat Saint]

i hate the perverted disgusting hideous man who stares back at me in the mirror. i miss the cute little boy with a loving family and innocence. though the love was well hidden dysfunction and the innocence was shattered early by those around him. how is a boy supposed to develop normally when everything he does is wrong and his family all hate each other yet they all pretend not to.

how is a boy supposed to develop normally when his fear of rejection is so strong due to constant negative reinforcement he remains mute for the first 4 years of his schooling. the peak years to make friends is early schooling where no one cares how you look.

how is a boy supposed to develop normally when everyone hates him because hes ugly and acts weird. his peers look at him with pure hatred. his peers dismiss every single one of his efforts to make friends, preferring to hang with the friends they made many years ago instead.

the perversion and sexual degeneracy keep me distracted. the food that keeps me so fat and hideous tastes so good. it also feels so good sliding down my throat, filling me with dopamine as it does. i became this disgusting piece of shit because being disgusting helps me feel better. i hate i turned out this way. my hatred for those who made me this way is infinite.

 

[Br4va]

Ehhhh

 

[aspiringpslgodess]

i hate the perverted disgusting hideous man who stares back at me in the mirror. i miss the cute little boy with a loving family and innocence. though the love was well hidden dysfunction and the innocence was shattered early by those around him. how is a boy supposed to develop normally when everything he does is wrong and his family all hate each other yet they all pretend not to.

how is a boy supposed to develop normally when his fear of rejection is so strong due to constant negative reinforcement he remains mute for the first 4 years of his schooling. the peak years to make friends is early schooling where no one cares how you look.

how is a boy supposed to develop normally when everyone hates him because hes ugly and acts weird. his peers look at him with pure hatred. his peers dismiss every single one of his efforts to make friends, preferring to hang with the friends they made many years ago instead.

the perversion and sexual degeneracy keep me distracted. the food that keeps me so fat and hideous tastes so good. it also feels so good sliding down my throat, filling me with dopamine as it does. i became this disgusting piece of shit because being disgusting helps me feel better. i hate i turned out this way. my hatred for those who made me this way is infinite.

i wish i could say it gets better but it never does

 

[Luffy]

Yeah bro I hate myself too your not alone