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In 2020 I was fired from my office job because I had said that George Floyd wasn't innocent, and that there was more nuance to the situation. My mother agreed to let me live at the house until I could get back on my feet, she has been lonely ever since my father went to prison. After a few months when I still couldn't find a job my mom was screaming at me and was really mad, I had no idea what was going on. She told me that when she was washing the clothes she found a baggie with white powder in it, which was apparently fentanyl. At this point in my life I had never done any drugs besides weed in middle school. I was really confused and tried to explain that I have no idea what it was but she didn't believe me, so I got kicked out. I was homeless until mid 2021 when I successfully got a job in construction and an apartment. Though my mom has never talked to me since.
In 2022 my landlord kicked me out, and the secret service had been contacted. I was not aware until the next day that I had used counterfeit bills to pay rent, but the secret service determined that I did not make the counterfeit bills. But I could not get my apartment back so I was homeless again. In 2023 I met someone else named Tom, he was homeless and a drug addict all of his life. We became close friends, and in that year I ended up getting addicted to fentanyl. In 2024 I got diagnosed with heart disease and asthma, which was another expense for me and sometimes i would blow guys for money and do various odd jobs. I was essentially a hobo at this point. However I did not connect the dots until something that happened to me recently.
I was walking in the city at midnight to get drugs, but I started having an asthma attack and couldn't breath. I started hearing the words "I can't breathe" and it was deafeningly loud. I started feeling a pain on the back of my neck and I looked up and saw a black man in a tank top with his knee on my neck. He had blood pouring out of his eyes. I realized, it was George Floyd. And everything began to click. All of the events over the past five years weren't just bad luck, it was revenge.
I woke up in the hospital, and got crippling medical debt. While I was unconscious my friend died during an altercation with the police and got shot. How do I stop this? My life is completely ruined and I have nothing. Please advise me on what to do here?
In 2022 my landlord kicked me out, and the secret service had been contacted. I was not aware until the next day that I had used counterfeit bills to pay rent, but the secret service determined that I did not make the counterfeit bills. But I could not get my apartment back so I was homeless again. In 2023 I met someone else named Tom, he was homeless and a drug addict all of his life. We became close friends, and in that year I ended up getting addicted to fentanyl. In 2024 I got diagnosed with heart disease and asthma, which was another expense for me and sometimes i would blow guys for money and do various odd jobs. I was essentially a hobo at this point. However I did not connect the dots until something that happened to me recently.
I was walking in the city at midnight to get drugs, but I started having an asthma attack and couldn't breath. I started hearing the words "I can't breathe" and it was deafeningly loud. I started feeling a pain on the back of my neck and I looked up and saw a black man in a tank top with his knee on my neck. He had blood pouring out of his eyes. I realized, it was George Floyd. And everything began to click. All of the events over the past five years weren't just bad luck, it was revenge.
I woke up in the hospital, and got crippling medical debt. While I was unconscious my friend died during an altercation with the police and got shot. How do I stop this? My life is completely ruined and I have nothing. Please advise me on what to do here?
