Serious I have gotten very suicidal recently

[Tealovingfool]

I almost killed myself like 5 days ago when I was drunk and I almost killed myself 2 days ago yesterday and today I always stop last second when im about to do it out of instinct my life has gotten very bad alcohol withdrawals with my chronic depression has been messing me up and I had a few dreams about this girl I used to date after I was drinking they were very vivid and left me feeling like i was yearning now im obsessed with my idea of her in my head and its not good because theres a very low chance I even have a conversation with her nevermind date her again.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Please don't do it

 

[fordirelifesake]

I almost killed myself like 5 days ago when I was drunk and I almost killed myself 2 days ago yesterday and today I always stop last second when im about to do it out of instinct my life has gotten very bad alcohol withdrawals with my chronic depression has been messing me up and I had a few dreams about this girl I used to date after I was drinking they were very vivid and left me feeling like i was yearning now im obsessed with my idea of her in my head and its not good because theres a very low chance I even have a conversation with her nevermind date her again.

talk about it with your parents or friends or any loved one

 

[submissivechud]

I almost killed myself like 5 days ago when I was drunk and I almost killed myself 2 days ago yesterday and today I always stop last second when im about to do it out of instinct my life has gotten very bad alcohol withdrawals with my chronic depression has been messing me up and I had a few dreams about this girl I used to date after I was drinking they were very vivid and left me feeling like i was yearning now im obsessed with my idea of her in my head and its not good because theres a very low chance I even have a conversation with her nevermind date her again.

if u ever need someone to talk to im here brah
there are alota girls out there and obv none are the same as the one ur talkin about but theres def people better or similar
wish u the best

 

[Nenestar]

it sounds pretty over if you don't get your alcoholism fixed, ngl

 

[Luxe]

I almost killed myself like 5 days ago when I was drunk and I almost killed myself 2 days ago yesterday and today I always stop last second when im about to do it out of instinct my life has gotten very bad alcohol withdrawals with my chronic depression has been messing me up and I had a few dreams about this girl I used to date after I was drinking they were very vivid and left me feeling like i was yearning now im obsessed with my idea of her in my head and its not good because theres a very low chance I even have a conversation with her nevermind date her again.

Once you hit rock bottom the only place you can go is up

Lock the fuck in and be a man

 

[Nenestar]

Once you hit rock bottom the only place you can go is up

Lock the fuck in and be a man

caged

 

[Luxe]

caged

Oh no

 

[Nenestar]

Oh no

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[kitti]

I almost killed myself like 5 days ago when I was drunk and I almost killed myself 2 days ago yesterday and today I always stop last second when im about to do it out of instinct my life has gotten very bad alcohol withdrawals with my chronic depression has been messing me up and I had a few dreams about this girl I used to date after I was drinking they were very vivid and left me feeling like i was yearning now im obsessed with my idea of her in my head and its not good because theres a very low chance I even have a conversation with her nevermind date her again

take your time, withdrawals definitely make things worse, but don't do them alone. try to stay around family or friends, don't stay by yourself for too long and ik this probably doesn't help but things will change its ok to let go of her slowly, be open to people who are there for u