Before you read this, I know I'm young, next week I'll turn 14, but I'm already broken, I've been through a lot ,Trust me, I would like to go through a normal life of a girl my age ,anyway this is what happened:[Please understand my situation, I did not choose all this to happen]
I opened my heart to the friends I trusted the most.I told them everything – about my mental health, about the guys I was with, about the innocent sex I experienced [i.e. no penetration], about the older men who crossed borders, about the cigarettes, about the alcohol – about every personal detail of my life, without holding back.
I really believed that they were on my side, that they would guard my secrets as much as I would guard theirs. But I was wrong.
They walked behind my back and told my parents everything.
Now I feel betrayed, and shattered. It was as if they had torn apart the fragile layer of security that I could barely cling to. I don't know who I can trust anymore – or if I can at all.