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what am i meant to do next. i hate school. i lied on here and said i graduated, i didnt fucking graduate i just wanted to seem complete and like i know what im doing. i dropped out as soon as i found out i passed all the classes the last semester before summer much to the disappointment of my entire family. i waited since i wanted the credits incase, of course id end up needing them. been only a month since and they just wont leave me alone.
might sign back up as i dont have much classes left to do to get the diploma anyway and to make my family leave me alone for a while. the hate i feel being around goyim and the rage i feel at being pressured to do work and pass gives me reason to live. it gives me purpose.
as much as i hate it, it is what kept me alive. the 10 months of hell i endure funnily enough i am less depressed during. the 2 months of summer which is supposed to be relieving is hell because i am alone and theres no one to hate and no one to fantasize. but then during the 10 months of education i beg for the summer. i hate my life.
might sign back up as i dont have much classes left to do to get the diploma anyway and to make my family leave me alone for a while. the hate i feel being around goyim and the rage i feel at being pressured to do work and pass gives me reason to live. it gives me purpose.
as much as i hate it, it is what kept me alive. the 10 months of hell i endure funnily enough i am less depressed during. the 2 months of summer which is supposed to be relieving is hell because i am alone and theres no one to hate and no one to fantasize. but then during the 10 months of education i beg for the summer. i hate my life.