Serious I have Suicidal thoughts

[ecoli]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

 

[emeraldpill]

Talk to your parents @giga.mia and @Glamour

 

[ecoli]

Inb4 dnr

 

[bleeder]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

i can relate very much my friend, dont feel embarrased. i cant even cry

 

[Molotongo]

If it's just for a few days it's easy to distract yourself during these, you should do something where you actually need to focus instead of scrolling on Tiktok, best luck Bhai

 

[Aryy]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

why do you hate your life?
its okay to cry, there is always a difficult phase in my opinion nothing lasts forever not even your sadness, its okay to feel sad just dont end it things always move forward

 

[Anna]

I read every molecule, I also feel suicidal a lot of the time ecoli

you said you are a Muslim have you tried speaking with the imam at all

You can always talk to me also if you need someone to listen to what you have to say

 

[giga.mia]

You can always talk to me ecoli there’s people who love and care about u

 

[bleeder]

always feel free to hit me up if u feel down
i need people to talk to anyways

 

[ecoli]

why do you hate your life?
its okay to cry, there is always a difficult phase in my opinion nothing lasts forever not even your sadness, its okay to feel sad just dont end it things always move forward

I can’t really explain why.
I feel guilty for the way I feel

 

[truthhhhh00]

y. I always feel embarrasse

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

I also care:::

 

[Aryy]

I can’t really explain why.
I feel guilty for the way I feel

dont feel guilty, these are normal feelings
everyone has a sad passage in life

 

[Glamour]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

I used to think like you too
Would worry about love blah blah i thought i would never be loved stuff like that
And also the part about not always being sad or happy i felt like that too

And honestly i dont know how but it eventually went away atleast the part about never being loved i just stopped thinking about it as much and it made me much happier

 

[truthhhhh00]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

are you eating well? Talking long walks, enjoying the sun and eating naturally help with this

 

[truthhhhh00]

I used to think like you too
Would worry about love blah blah i thought i would never be loved stuff like that
And also the part about not always being sad or happy i felt like that too

And honestly i dont know how but it eventually went away atleast the part about never being loved i just stopped thinking about it as much and it made me much happier

tbh its just part of growing up in this modern world

 

[ecoli]

are you eating well? Talking long walks, enjoying the sun and eating naturally help with this

I don’t really leave the house often unless I need to

 

[truthhhhh00]

I don’t really leave the house often unless I need to

ig you, but now that spring is just around the corner to go outside and enjoy nature a little bit, idk buout you, but I love spring because everything starts to grow and bloom, birds begin to sing and that special scent of melting snow lies in the air

 

[vamp]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

I always try to get my mind on to other things,
drinking water can refresh you,
Sports, taking a walk or sum,
Reading. Those are my go tos when i feel rly sad

 

[ecoli]

ig you, but now that spring is just around the corner to go outside and enjoy nature a little bit, idk buout you, but I love spring because everything starts to grow and bloom, birds begin to sing and that special scent of melting snow lies in the air

I really love nature but idk I’m really lazy I don’t have motivation to do anything

 

[truthhhhh00]

fresh you,
Sports, taking a walk or sum,

I also feel like people underestimate the effect of fresh air. If you live in a village next to nature, the air can carry so many essential scents wich impact mental health

 

[trvecel]

I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (not longer than 3-4 days). I sometimes have those days when I'm so sad and hate my life, and I basically just start to cry. I always feel embarrassed afterward. It starts with me having sad thoughts and overthinking about never finding love and finishing school successfully. I watch a lot of TikTok, and, somehow, always when I'm sad, those sad TikTok videos pop up on my For You page, and they start to feed my bad thoughts. I feel very sad for some hours, and the thought of committing suicide (I would never kill myself) floats around in my head, and it actually depresses me from having those thoughts. I don't know what to do to feel very happy. I'm not always sad, but I'm not happy often. I don't have anybody else to talk to about this, so I just posted this here. Please don't judge me. Thanks for reading this.

Tagging users who might care about this: @giga.mia @Beatrice. @Blackpillirony @2ANA @kimothy @bleeder @Vampi @aryy

Good job for telling us inna first place bhai, I'm sure me and alotta others here care bout you, I hope you get better soon

 

[Aryy]

I really love nature but idk I’m really lazy I don’t have motivation to do anything

happens to me aswell,
but i notice i feel so different when i go outside

 

[ecoli]

If it's just for a few days it's easy to distract yourself during these, you should do something where you actually need to focus instead of scrolling on Tiktok, best luck Bhai

You can always talk to me ecoli there’s people who love and care about u

I also care:::

I used to think like you too
Would worry about love blah blah i thought i would never be loved stuff like that
And also the part about not always being sad or happy i felt like that too

And honestly i dont know how but it eventually went away atleast the part about never being loved i just stopped thinking about it as much and it made me much happier

Good job for telling us inna first place bhai, I'm sure me and alotta others here care bout you, I hope you get better soon

Thanks to everyone here I really love y’all
Y’all made my eyes bawl

 

[Molotongo]

Thanks tho everyone here I really love y’all
Y’all made my eyes bawl

If you need to talk about anything I'm here Bhai

 

[Deleted member 77539]

Same

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

This place is far from helpful if you suffer from such.

 

[ecoli]

This place is far from helpful if you suffer from such.

I have no one else to talk to

 

[Inanimate Pragmatist]

I have no one else to talk to

Well you have one choice, that is find someone. If this is it for you, then so be it but personally I would never admit anything personal on the internet.

 

[ecoli]

Well you have one choice, that is find someone. If this is it for you, then so be it but personally I would never admit anything personal on the internet.

That’s gonna be difficult for me to find someone I don’t even leave my house often.
But this forum is like my escape place that’s why I posted that here