I haven’t experienced love in a long time

[chels_slayer]

9 months at least. I just want to be loved for a night, a couple hours, whatever. And seeing all of the douchebags get girls just feels weird.

BP argument kinda falls apart when you look at the real world and see many shit people in relationships and then see handsome and nice people alone.

I still haven’t had my first kiss, but i could have. I haven’t because it’s not about the kiss. It’s about the somewhat awkward tense moments when you are with someone, knowing there’s a spark. The holding hands. Opening up and trusting. Looking over and seeing a cute face that you know loves you as well.

The few chances i have had i blew them up and i feel like i don’t deserve love anymore and i will never have the chance

 

[Slayer_inTraining]

9 months at least. I just want to be loved for a night, a couple hours, whatever. And seeing all of the douchebags get girls just feels weird.

BP argument kinda falls apart when you look at the real world and see many shit people in relationships and then see handsome and nice people alone.

I still haven’t had my first kiss, but i could have. I haven’t because it’s not about the kiss. It’s about the somewhat awkward tense moments when you are with someone, knowing there’s a spark. The holding hands. Opening up and trusting. Looking over and seeing a cute face that you know loves you as well.

The few chances i have had i blew them up and i feel like i don’t deserve love anymore and i will never have the chance

Me neither bro but don't chase love from others instead love yourself

 

[chels_slayer]

Me neither bro but don't chase love from others instead love yourself

Except i already do. I love myself. But i need to love too and feel loved by someone else

 

[chels_slayer]

In the end I’ll soon have a beautiful garden but I’ll give up on butterflies

 

[Slayer_inTraining]

In the end I’ll soon have a beautiful garden but I’ll give up on butterflies

Idk what to tell you bro my last gf broke up over text and ghosted me

 

[chels_slayer]

Idk what to tell you bro my last gf broke up over text and ghosted me

Damn I’m sorry for you. I hope you are doing well now

 

[Slayer_inTraining]

Damn I’m sorry for you. I hope you are doing well now

Yeah that was around a year ago and i haven't tried since but I'm better now

 

[chels_slayer]

I’m happy for you.

The thing is i have had like small crushes and whatever in the meantime but not actual love

 

[Onyxae]

9 months at least. I just want to be loved for a night, a couple hours, whatever. And seeing all of the douchebags get girls just feels weird.

BP argument kinda falls apart when you look at the real world and see many shit people in relationships and then see handsome and nice people alone.

I still haven’t had my first kiss, but i could have. I haven’t because it’s not about the kiss. It’s about the somewhat awkward tense moments when you are with someone, knowing there’s a spark. The holding hands. Opening up and trusting. Looking over and seeing a cute face that you know loves you as well.

The few chances i have had i blew them up and i feel like i don’t deserve love anymore and i will never have the chance

I recently had to break up with my girls or" I didn't break up but we split" cause she had so much stuff going on I=that she couldn't manage a relationship like calling and texting every day on top of it. but those 277 days were some of the best. 4-5 dates, every time we either kissed or made out for 30% of em and we cuddled etc

 

[Onyxae]

being held or laying in her lap while my negroid hair was stroked and shi ( I'm 16 we didn't fk) was one of the best experiences)

 

[Slayer_inTraining]

I’m happy for you.

The thing is i have had like small crushes and whatever in the meantime but not actual love

Why not persue those crushes? Or take action and try dating someone

 

[chels_slayer]

being held or laying in her lap while my negroid hair was stroked and shi ( I'm 16 we didn't fk) was one of the best experiences)

Yeah that sounds nice.

I am 16 as well. I don’t even want to fuck or anything i just want to be held like that and loved

 

[chels_slayer]

Why not persue those crushes? Or take action and try dating someone

It’s like small crushes. I haven’t met anyone who I actually like and is interested in me. I would love to

 

[chels_slayer]

What about you guys? How is it going right now?

Any advice for me? (Also, bump this shii)

 

[Slayer_inTraining]

Yeah that sounds nice.

I am 16 as well. I don’t even want to fuck or anything i just want to be held like that and loved

I can relate. Cuddles feel more rewarding than sex