I hope he doesn't lose interest in me (nomi ramblings pt.4)

[nomi]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girl that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

 

[Deleted Member 121099]

My wife cheats on me but it’s okay cus I have her heart

 

[settings]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girls that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

he will eventually lose interest in you , you just don't know when

 

[nomi]

My wife cheats on me but it’s okay cus I have her heart

it's the thought that counts!!

 

[settings]

My wife cheats on me but it’s okay cus I have her heart

cuck

 

[nomi]

he will eventually lose interest in you , you just don't know when

most likely, I don't like thinking abt that tho

 

[settings]

most likely, I don't like thinking abt that tho

maybe think about it more often, so the separation hurts less over time

 

[knightmaxxer]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girl that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

stop having logical thought processes foid, your not supposed to. your supposed to be cartoonishly evil so i can justify hating you

 

[nomi]

maybe think about it more often, so the separation hurts less over time

wouldn't that lead to self sabotage?
constantly thinking abt him leaving me will probably cause me to freak out and leave him first.
I DONT want that happening, what if i'm just being too insecure when everything's fine?

 

[chudlite67]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girl that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

enjoy it while it lasts
its all over as soon as one of those girls starts giving him attention
thats why i gave up on trying to build real romantic connections with a moid

 

[nomi]

stop having logical thought processes foid, your not supposed to. your supposed to be cartoonishly evil so i can justify hating you

oh sorry my bad

ahhh fuck men!! stupid moids, I only need them for money!!
thank you Susan B Anthony!! Feminism rules!!
moid moid moid

 

[rope_maxxer]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girl that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

jbg bro

 

[settings]

wouldn't that lead to self sabotage?
constantly thinking abt him leaving me will probably cause me to freak out and leave him first.
I DONT want that happening, what if i'm just being too insecure when everything's fine?

he will probably leave you after summer

 

[nomi]

enjoy it while it lasts
its all over as soon as one of those girls starts giving him attention
thats why i gave up on trying to build real romantic connections with a moid

I'm killing myself

 

[iqmaxx]

if he actually loves you, he wouldnt lose interest simply from seeing other pretty girls
the fact that youre even writing this post probably means he doesnt love you tho
just enjoy it while it lasts and prepare for suffering

 

[knightmaxxer]

oh sorry my bad

ahhh fuck men!! stupid moids, I only need them for money!!
thank you Susan B Anthony!! Feminism rules!!
moid moid moid

much better

 

[chudlite67]

I'm killing myself

ok im sorry dont listen to me im just angry at the world and i want everyone else to be miserable with me

 

[nomi]

if he actually loves you, he wouldnt lose interest simply from seeing other pretty girls
the fact that youre even writing this post probably means he doesnt love you tho
just enjoy it while it lasts and prepare for suffering

hopefully everything is gonna be okay
I overthink a lot so maybe i'm being dramatic

 

[foidslayer]

it's going to be hard for me to hangout with my boyfriend over the summer due to me not being allowed to go out often and because my parents don't know that I'm dating someone rn

I love him a lot as someone who rarely catches feelings and never gets attached to people, for once i've found someone who actually understands me. idk I can't lose him, if he loses interest because we don't get to see each other as much idfk what I'm going to do
he makes me so happy and apparently I'm "fixing him" since I'm the only girl that has treated him this good (his words not mine)
he's been in abusive relationships so I understand why he's also getting attached to me but at the same time what if i'm only temporary?

I can't believe i'm even saying this but I DONTTTT want it to be summer yet, girls that are 10x prettier than me are going to start going outside more and seeing my boyfriend talking to other girls genuinely makes my stomach hurt (he doesn't do this but the thought makes me sick)
I'm always supporting other girls because if I didn't that would be fucking weird, however I hate how jealous I get

like i've said before, if I lose him idfk how I'm supposed to move on from this. I love him so much
I'm going insane

Bro im gonna be honest overthinking it won't change anything it'll just keep you miserable

if it's out of your control don't stress

 

[iqmaxx]

hopefully everything is gonna be okay
I overthink a lot so maybe i'm being dramatic

the fact that youre unsure and scared hes gonna lose interest is very telling
usually if a man loves a woman, she will know for sure
i was in the same situation as you do i would know
i hope you are overthinking tho, best of luck to you

 

[rope_maxxer]

Bro im gonna be honest overthinking it won't change anything it'll just keep you miserable

if it's out of your control don't stress

also don’t form a codependency it will LITERALLY kill you

 

[foidslayer]

also don’t form a codependency it will LITERALLY kill you

revolving your life around a rls will kill it quick ngl

 

[rope_maxxer]

revolving your life around a rls will kill it quick ngl

trvth nvke

 

[nomi]

the fact that youre unsure and scared hes gonna lose interest is very telling
usually if a man loves a woman, she will know for sure
i was in the same situation as you do i would know
i hope you are overthinking tho, best of luck to you

also don’t form a codependency it will LITERALLY kill you

ty guys you're so sweet
I'll try to go with the flow and see what happens