Moraru
Uncanny skull user💔
Last night i got really really drunk and usally i don t do this type of stuff anymore(i was sober 8 months) . But i have serios issuse with my parents and i can’t even do nothing about it. (That’s why i got drunk )i found myself at 6:20 (today) with 6 empty bags of ketamine (“My ex dealer found me crying next to my house and gave me 6 grams of ketamin for free”!THAT S WHAT SHE TOLD ME IT DOSEN’T MAKE ANY SENSE BC SHE CALLED ME TODAY AND SAID SOMETHING ELSE) (we used to be really really close when i was younger (she SA me) that s what she told me and i woke up today next to my friends ex dude im so fucking cooked 
. She told me now that we snorted all the ketamine last night i don’t remeber anything (We might have fucked idk
) . I found messages on my phone with her friend saying that she should go home and stuff like that . And the bitch was like no …dude . I mean i knew last that we hung out (me ,his ex ,my friend and the ex’s friend to party prob bc i was drunk ) i mean my friends ex told me btw that my dealer came (THE EX DEALER CALLED ME 20 MIN AGO)
she was with us dude and i told her everthing about my family problems about school about my looks how i feel in general (this is the female who SA me when i was 13 ) i feel so lost and hopeless right now i found now a mayhe a quarter or (0.2g)of ketamine in my wallet and im tweaking
. I can t even go to somebody cuz i have no money . I can t go to my parents nobody … this is the end ig bro 
. PS. I think that i might have drunk called my ex dealer told her everthing (twice one time on the phone and one time at my house )MY FRIENDS EX HEARD EVERTHING and came to my house to “talk” with me (she heard who i have called bc she had the same dealer ig … ) She is a big drug addict ig and now im done dude forever . I will end it soon bc this is to much for me everthing is to fucking much man. THIS STORY IS SO MESSED I DON T EVEN KNOW THE FULL STORY AND IT DOSEN’T MAKE FOR ME ANY FUCKING SENSE . This is so much for me and i can t remeber anything and its driving me crazy atp dude
. She told me now that we snorted all the ketamine last night i don’t remeber anything (We might have fucked idk) . I found messages on my phone with her friend saying that she should go home and stuff like that . And the bitch was like no …dude . I mean i knew last that we hung out (me ,his ex ,my friend and the ex’s friend to party prob bc i was drunk ) i mean my friends ex told me btw that my dealer came (THE EX DEALER CALLED ME 20 MIN AGO)she was with us dude and i told her everthing about my family problems about school about my looks how i feel in general (this is the female who SA me when i was 13 ) i feel so lost and hopeless right now i found now a mayhe a quarter or (0.2g)of ketamine in my wallet and im tweaking
. I can t even go to somebody cuz i have no money . I can t go to my parents nobody … this is the end ig bro . PS. I think that i might have drunk called my ex dealer told her everthing (twice one time on the phone and one time at my house )MY FRIENDS EX HEARD EVERTHING and came to my house to “talk” with me (she heard who i have called bc she had the same dealer ig … ) She is a big drug addict ig and now im done dude forever . I will end it soon bc this is to much for me everthing is to fucking much man. THIS STORY IS SO MESSED I DON T EVEN KNOW THE FULL STORY AND IT DOSEN’T MAKE FOR ME ANY FUCKING SENSE . This is so much for me and i can t remeber anything and its driving me crazy atp dude
