What does it mean. I don't know why or how they scare me so much in the moment especially when i'm half awake. I have to convince myself that even if she did, or already has, that I could just leave because she wouldn't be good for me.
The dream always follows the routine of me discovering her without her telling me or her casually telling me. She isn't naturally an attention seeking girl. Shes wifey material irl. I know I should shrug off these dreams and I shouldn't care but something in my gut is telling me that there's something important here.
I've had a history of talking/dating girls who were complete sluts/e-whores/prostitutes behind my back (they would lie to me whenever I asked, sold pics even if they were minors, and were attention whores, I'd always leave after finding out, except for one case where I stayed a bit because I was lonely, the feeling I had for the rest of the time with her after was disgusting. I ended up leaving her too).
I'm terrified of this happening to my girl. Is the problem with me? She shows no sign of ever being like that but I sense her heading towards that path as she hits the gym more, takes pics but doesn't post them (sends to me rarely, but theres so many that it wouldn't make sense to only take them for herself).
I'm an over thinker when it comes to her. Its bad. On the outside I stay aloof and mysterious, funny, wtv the fuck she likes about my personality. But there's this voice and feeling I can't shake off.
The dream always follows the routine of me discovering her without her telling me or her casually telling me. She isn't naturally an attention seeking girl. Shes wifey material irl. I know I should shrug off these dreams and I shouldn't care but something in my gut is telling me that there's something important here.
I've had a history of talking/dating girls who were complete sluts/e-whores/prostitutes behind my back (they would lie to me whenever I asked, sold pics even if they were minors, and were attention whores, I'd always leave after finding out, except for one case where I stayed a bit because I was lonely, the feeling I had for the rest of the time with her after was disgusting. I ended up leaving her too).
I'm terrified of this happening to my girl. Is the problem with me? She shows no sign of ever being like that but I sense her heading towards that path as she hits the gym more, takes pics but doesn't post them (sends to me rarely, but theres so many that it wouldn't make sense to only take them for herself).
I'm an over thinker when it comes to her. Its bad. On the outside I stay aloof and mysterious, funny, wtv the fuck she likes about my personality. But there's this voice and feeling I can't shake off.