Serious i keep looking at old photos of myself and wondering how i even felt pretty

[splanky]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i finally signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

 

[splanky]

felt kinda sad might edit this thread to something very happy and jolly later

 

[genio]

I started at lltn

 

[TFC]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

DNR-

First: I have the same thing (tittle)
Second: is this slop? Or should I spend my time to read this?

 

[TFC]

I started at lltn

I started sub human

 

[Blackpillirony]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

I only have one half decent pic of me taken nearly a year ago

 

[genio]

I started sub human

Fake Fakecel

 

[Pinksunglasses]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

Ayeee w broo Wtv ur end goals are u got thisss broooo full support

 

[GermanAngel]

I can definitely relate to this

 

[splanky]

DNR-

First: I have the same thing (tittle)
Second: is this slop? Or should I spend my time to read this?

well i mean obviously im kinda biased but id say it isnt slop, not much you’d gain from reading lol esp cuz most of it is from the perspective of a girl but if u feel similarly then the choice is yours

 

[TFC]

Fake Fakecel

I started below you… your the fakecel n***a

Starting LTN is the most fakecel starting point

 

[whosrevan]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

its ok we can always improve

 

[derpy]

its fine i started relatively bad

 

[genio]

I started below you… your the fakecel n***a

Starting LTN is the most fakecel starting point

Try 5’7 n****r

 

[Deleted Member 118059]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i finally signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

I started at high tier ape, all of you are fakecels

 

[splanky]

and by old photos i don’t even mean super old, like even from a couple weeks ago or also from the last time i showed my face on here. sometimes i feel like its a blessing, because i always am sort of getting better or improving looks-wise. but even then its not by much, like i wouldnt really consider myself to have had a huge ascension or a drastic change in my looks, i was fortunate to start at around mtb but will probably never pass it, though i feel satisfied with that and honestly sometimes even complacent . i guess just seeing old versions of myself makes me feel lowk uncomfortable, like it looks so unfinished or like decaying even, im so scared to ever go backwards.
but back to the whole feeling satisfied thing idk if i even care enough to look better than i do now because my life is good!!! but my life was good before too

like i’ve never felt that i was full blown ugly, maybe it’s just because of the attention that i got from people but idk. looking back on it now though, i know that i wasn’t actually the best looking even though i may have felt that way. and what’s worse is that i still kinda feel like that. like i don’t mind my face and i think my body is nice, but really ill never actually know how much it matters or how much it is different cuz people have treated me the same regardless. im not at all complaining abt this btw just to make that clear. but i genuinely believe that as a girl you’ll always find a guy for you, no matter how you may look or act. and that’s coming from a girl who’s had multiple relationships with people even when she was ugly.
you can compare yourself to other girls but at the end of the day it’s kinda cope kinda sorta right cuz as girls i feel like a lot of the motivation we get to look better comes from comparing ourselves to other women, rather than comparing yourself to how men treat you, which is why some girls feel so bitterly and resentful and view other girls only as competition. if that makes sense idk
i wanna expand on that point more but i really just don’t have the brain for it

maybe im just thinking abt this a lot rn cuz after my gig on friday i finally signed on that visual band that i was talking abt way earlier.
probably the single biggest thing thats came out of this whole thing lol


and thank u all for reading or dnring my super splanky insightful words about my fun splanky life!!!

guys i think we’re all kind of missing the point of this or misunderstanding it i don’t think anyone who’s replied actually read anything past the first sentance lowk

 

[zaycism]

I started at lltn

Me too

 

[TFC]

well i mean obviously im kinda biased but id say it isnt slop, not much you’d gain from reading lol esp cuz most of it is from the perspective of a girl but if u feel similarly then the choice is yours

I regret reading it… you didn’t have a point until the end then you didn’t talk about the point

You complained that you started attractive then kept improving and after each improvement you would see your earlier self as ugly… then you insisted it wasn’t complaining… then you talked about intersexual competition… then you gave up talking about that.. then ended no where…

Wasting my time

 

[derpy]

Try 5’7 n****r

just become an astaunaugthh theory

 

[splanky]

I regret reading it… you didn’t have a point until the end then you didn’t talk about the point

You complained that you started attractive then kept improving and after each improvement you would see your earlier self as ugly… then you insisted it wasn’t complaining… then you talked about intersexual competition… then you gave up talking about that.. then ended no where…

Wasting my time

that’s valid…and true…but can we please…stop talking like this…

 

[derpy]

guys i think we’re all kind of missing the point of this or misunderstanding it i don’t think anyone who’s replied actually read anything past the first sentance lowk

ill read it

 

[splanky]

ill read it

I regret reading it… you didn’t have a point until the end then you didn’t talk about the point

You complained that you started attractive then kept improving and after each improvement you would see your earlier self as ugly… then you insisted it wasn’t complaining… then you talked about intersexual competition… then you gave up talking about that.. then ended no where…

Wasting my time

summary basically

 

[genio]

that’s valid…and true…but can we please…stop talking like this…

No… because… it’s his… only quirk… to make… up… for his… low… iq…

 

[TFC]

Try 5’7 n****r

Fakecel…

 

[True Spaniard]

Well this is just body dysmorphia

 

[splanky]

No… because… it’s his… only quirk… to make… up… for his… low… iq…

that kinda…checks out tbh…for a guy…like him…tbh…

 

[derpy]

summary basically

i think everyone feels a bit of this sometimes and i think its bc ur focusing too much on looks, ur gonna like my mindset guide coming out today i think, something on there addresses this

 

[TFC]

that’s valid…and true…but can we please…stop talking like this…

Like what?

 

[derpy]

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Fakecel…

r u acc 5ft 1 bro

 

[genio]

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Fakecel…

Son is not 5’1 in his images

 

[genio]

that kinda…checks out tbh…for a guy…like him…tbh…

Im… kinda… gay…

 

[Deleted Member 118059]

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Fakecel…

Damn

 

[TFC]

that kinda…checks out tbh…for a guy…like him…tbh…

It’s the easiest way to separate things

Would you rather I press enter?

Or like, use commas- what about dashes?

 

[TFC]

r u acc 5ft 1 bro

Was

 

[derpy]

Was

how much r u now

 

[splanky]

Im… kinda… gay…

then maybe…you need to let…ur gf… @hersheykiss …know…about that…

 

[TFC]

Son is not 5’1 in his images

Most of high school I was

 

[TFC]

how much r u now

frauded 5’10ish 5’9

 

[derpy]

Most of high school I was

ur a late bloomer then so u must be like 6ft + now

 

[genio]

then maybe…you need to let…ur gf… @hersheykiss… know…about that…

Whos gonna tell you son 🫩

 

[derpy]

frauded 5’10ish 5’9

thats really good improvement bro

 

[TFC]

ur a late bloomer then so u must be like 6ft + now

?
No
How did you even get to the conclusion?

 

[splanky]

Whos gonna tell you son 🫩

you n***a

 

[genio]

you n***a

We’re over boyo
I was too mean

 

[derpy]

?
No
How did you even get to the conclusion?

thats really good improvement bro

 

[splanky]

We’re over boyo
I was too mean

omg what
wow im so sorry to hear that
well why don’t you just try being nice to her

 

[TFC]

We’re over boyo
I was too mean

Damn, she the best you gonna get lil n***a

It’s all down hill from here

 

[TFC]

omg what
wow im so sorry to hear that
well why don’t you just try being nice to her

Maybe cus he is a Jack ass? Idk I’m just spit balling?

 

[genio]

omg what
wow im so sorry to hear that
well why don’t you just try being nice to her

Its cool
Its prob best for both of us

 

[genio]

Damn, she the best you gonna get lil n***a

It’s all down hill from here

Projecting much n***a