I Know Being Fat Makes Me A Bad Person But I Dont Care

[RhodoniteRed]

I love food than I will ever love you, ascending isn't worth it atp and even if I did my personality would ruin it. Food is why I don't kill myself, sugar is my only reason for getting excited on most days. I am always filled with drowsiness and honestly junkfood gives me like 20 minutes of pure bliss plus the hunger never goes away no matter what and the second my focus fades I'm suddenly in the fucking kitchen eating a PBJ. Carbs and fat are the only reason not to kill myself on many days, I'm so weak that nothing happens but I am still afraid of random shit and constantly stressed for absolutely no reason.

I embrace being a gluttonous pig and eating myself to death, being the ugly inferior girl, never finding love outside of the internet, and accepting my debuff of being unambigous instead of finding ways to work within it or going around. Fuck it, its not worth it and I should just lay down and rot so I can maybe be free.

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

Get some ozempic jfl then you'll be forced to lose weight

 

[dontmindme]

I love food than I will ever love you, ascending isn't worth it atp and even if I did my personality would ruin it. Food is why I don't kill myself, sugar is my only reason for getting excited on most days. I am always filled with drowsiness and honestly junkfood gives me like 20 minutes of pure bliss plus the hunger never goes away no matter what and the second my focus fades I'm suddenly in the fucking kitchen eating a PBJ. Carbs and fat are the only reason not to kill myself on many days, I'm so weak that nothing happens but I am still afraid of nothing.

Don't cope, ascending is always worth it.

I think you'd feel less inclined to eat like shit too once you see some progress

 

[RhodoniteRed]

Get some ozempic jfl then you'll be forced to lose weight

I can't scrounge up the money for it, and my fatness shows that I am undisciplined and therefore unemplyable so its not like I can get a fucking j*b I want to KMS but sugar and spite will keep me alive.

 

[RhodoniteRed]

Don't cope, ascending is always worth it.

I think you'd feel less inclined to eat like shit too once you see some progress

Yeah, I'd probably have less cravings if I wasn't a lazy bum and had other things to get excited about, maybe I should get a scale since it shows progress in both the bad and good direction