I like my tired personality more than the normal one

[tuberculosisinmybal]

When I didn't sleep for a long time or I pulled an allnighter I like myself so much more, I'm not ND a lot I don't overthink and overanalyze everything and I'm so much more extroverted, I wish I could be the same when I'm "normal" tbh but not possible

 

[based god gigi]

its like when you get drunk

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

its like when you get drunk

Kind of, it's really sad that it's not possible to be like that all the time :/

 

[scotfield]

When I didn't sleep for a long time or I pulled an allnighter I like myself so much more, I'm not ND a lot I don't overthink and overanalyze everything and I'm so much more extroverted, I wish I could be the same when I'm "normal" tbh but not possible

Good for you
I'm constatly overthink and overanalyze everything all the time

 

[NARCISSlST]

it increases gaba and reduces pre frontal cortex function so ur not overthinking as much basically

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

Good for you
I'm constatly overthink and overanalyze everything all the time

Me too, it is just like when I don't sleep for 20h or something like that, if I have slept normally and I should be energetic I'm just a introverted subhuman

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

it increases gaba and reduces pre frontal cortex function so ur not overthinking as much basically

Yess ChatGPT said basically the same I asked it yesterday if I'm tripping or not

 

[NARCISSlST]

Yess ChatGPT said basically the same I asked it yesterday if I'm tripping or not

i think u already said u don’t wanna try pregabolin but it’s like the same thing to a major level, it can help for extreme over thinkers like how i think u are

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

i think u already said u don’t wanna try pregabolin but it’s like the same thing to a major level, it can help for extreme over thinkers like how i think u are

The thing is I want to be like that without consuming any drugs to achieve it, it is not the same if you need to consume pregab to be like that but maybe I'll try it in the future

 

[NARCISSlST]

The thing is I want to be like that without consuming any drugs to achieve it, it is not the same if you need to consume pregab to be like that but maybe I'll try it in the future

are you actually doing anything to achieve that tho?

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

are you actually doing anything to achieve that tho?

No, I think it won't change much even if I try to, I hope that I feel a bit more confident after I lost more weight but I think it won't make a big difference, I've been considering therapy but I don't know if it is worth it because I don't really believe in that stuff.

Other than that I tried reading psychology books a bit, it helped me but not very much

 

[NARCISSlST]

No, I think it won't change much even if I try to, I hope that I feel a bit more confident after I lost more weight but I think it won't make a big difference, I've been considering therapy but I don't know if it is worth it because I don't really believe in that stuff.

Other than that I tried reading psychology books a bit, it helped me but not very much

i think it’s worth seeing a therapist as long as they’re competent in dealing with ur specific issues, my mum used to be extremely overthinking about everything (not socially) before therapy and now she is pretty much normal,

i think that when u look better u will be more confident but it’s hard to say to what extent it will affect ur actions, like u might feel confident but still not approach women bc of lack of social skills etc

 

[swanneo]

When I didn't sleep for a long time or I pulled an allnighter I like myself so much more, I'm not ND a lot I don't overthink and overanalyze everything and I'm so much more extroverted, I wish I could be the same when I'm "normal" tbh but not possible

rlly ? i hate my tired personality, i feel like i'm not all there and i'm very slow to respond / react which makes me feel less NT

 

[NARCISSlST]

rlly ? i hate my tired personality, i feel like i'm not all there and i'm very slow to respond / react which makes me feel less NT

are u normally an overthinker when not tired?

 

[swanneo]

are u normally an overthinker when not tired?

yeah i always try to think about what's more appropriate to do / say / act or move in a social situation, its like i constantly think abt that stuff

 

[NARCISSlST]

yeah i always try to think about what's more appropriate to do / say / act or move in a social situation, its like i constantly think abt that stuff

the brain fog sort of comes along with the less overthinking ig because there’s just less brain function in general, idk i think u may appear more nt to others it’s a common method for masking lol

 

[swanneo]

the brain fog sort of comes along with the less overthinking ig because there’s just less brain function in general, idk i think u may appear more nt to others it’s a common method for masking lol

yeah, that makes a lot of sense omg!! i hope i appear more nt bc im really tired lately haha

 

[Mizutani]

Kind of, it's really sad that it's not possible to be like that all the time :/

just drink all of the time

 

[Randomized]

When I'm tired my reading comprehension drops off of the face of the Earth. I just don't understand words or what they mean. It's really weird because I still overthink while tired. Everything else is pretty similar.

 

[mxri]

Im annoying anyway

 

[nun]

i wrote a mega essay but i'll condense my thoughts only this once LMFAO

for me, i need less hrs. i need like 6hrs of sleep, not 8. once i sleep 8hrs or more, i oversleep. oversleeping prevents that 'tired' feeling but i feel different. i cant think at all, and i process things MUCH slower. it takes me 6+ hrs before i can even have a normal ass convo tbh. i slept 17hrs today. definitely not 'tired', but not 'good'. i overthink n i'm anxious. i stay up for most of the day n night, i feel great. even more so when i stay up long periods of time. when i was up for 3 days in a row w/ maybe a couple hrs of sleep, i felt peak. but when i was working and had a very consistent sleep schedule, i felt similarly good. i worked every single day, 16-17hr shifts every other day. i need like an hour or 2 to get up n go to bed etc. both can be true. i wanna say 'fix yo sleep schedule' or w/e, but i can't rn so i'm not gonna preach it. but i did notice i was an entirely different person than i am nowadays.