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I've always blamed things like being too available, not flirting the right way, etc. for my shortcomings in my dating life. All this time it was simply they lost the attraction they had for me or weren't even attracted to me in the first place. Bullshit redpill ideas are still ingrained into my psyche.
ABS (Abused-dog syndrome) is brutal. Even the ones with healthy upbringings can fall victim to it. I often took genuine connection and basic kindness as "oh she likes me" and I ruined a lot of relationships cuz of that. I literally rejected girls for a particular one I couldn't get my mind off of only to get rejected by her. Should've just realised I wasn't good-looking enough.
Sometimes I wish I was asexual because my sexuality has brought me nothing but suffering.
Unfortunately I must ascend to make this life bearable.
ABS (Abused-dog syndrome) is brutal. Even the ones with healthy upbringings can fall victim to it. I often took genuine connection and basic kindness as "oh she likes me" and I ruined a lot of relationships cuz of that. I literally rejected girls for a particular one I couldn't get my mind off of only to get rejected by her. Should've just realised I wasn't good-looking enough.
Sometimes I wish I was asexual because my sexuality has brought me nothing but suffering.
Unfortunately I must ascend to make this life bearable.
