I Might Finally Have The Courage To Do It

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Now I just need enough money to grab a knife and finally take myself out, I'll also probably do it in the ocean because I like the sea

Also fuck school, gymcelling, saving up and eating in moderation all that shit is for bitches with futures.

I can't even control my own body anymore and I can't find the will to tolerate having to reach multiple times to pick things up, having tics with constant brainfog and on top of that spending minutes or even an hour not being able to move unless I'm forced to.

 

[Beatrice.]

Now I just need enough money to grab a knife and finally take myself out, I'll also probably do it in the ocean because I like the sea

Great poem

 

[</3]

Now I just need enough money to grab a knife and finally take myself out, I'll also probably do it in the ocean because I like the sea

Also fuck school, gymcelling, saving up and eating in moderation all that shit is for bitches with futures.

I can't even control my own body anymore and I can't find the will to tolerate having to reach multiple times to pick things up, having tics with constant brainfog and on top of that spending minutes or even an hour not being able to move unless I'm forced to.

bro no

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

bro no

Fuck this shit, Hell some of my family members even admitted to only being alive just because they're responsible for other people.

Sorry but I'm too narcissistic to live just because my death would ruin the lives of some people I don't even like, frankly they'd forget after like a week.

 

[Molotongo]

Hope you recover from that, I'm here if you need to talk or anything

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Hope you recover from that, I'm here if you need to talk or anything

Bro get out of here with that I don't give a flying fuck

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Great poem

Also life isn't even worth the trouble if the face I have is what I'll be stuck with and the only reason to get out of bed is arbitrary moral standards projected onto me by society.

 

[Valery]

to end up not doing it.... just stop looking for attention

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

to end up not doing it.... just stop looking for attention

I still don't have 20 dollars for the switchblade so it'll be awhile, I also need to finish atleast one of the 12 projects on my desk

And nothing will ever feel better than attention, even enough fent to kill a horse won't touch that level of bliss I'm not sorry,

 

[Nenestar]

You won't do shit, bud

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You won't do shit, bud

What I would do for 20 dollars.
Can't even die when you're broke because you spent everything on candy.

 

[snow]

bro no

After seeing a certain amount of suicide announcements on these spaces u just start to encourage it. They won’t

 

[Nenestar]

What I would do for 20 dollars.
Can't even die when you're broke because you spent everything on candy.

Just steal your parents' money and go for an adventure. Be creative. Muh cutting yourself, so boring

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Just steal your parents' money and go for an adventure. Be creative. Muh cutting yourself, so boring

I'm just more of a slit throat kind of guy, that story of how I got that preference is a pretty boring one

 

[Nenestar]

I'm just more of a slit throat kind of guy, that story of how I got that preference is a pretty boring one

Tell me, I doubt it can be that boring

 

[snow]

I'm just more of a slit throat kind of guy, that story of how I got that preference is a pretty boring one

Do it.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Tell me, I doubt it can be that boring

My crush that I stalked once said in a random ass vc that slitting your throat is better than shooting yourself, because shooting yourself is too painless since the point of taking yourself out is being too good for the world so it has to be something that requires effort.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Do it.

Wait, I have a knife already but it might not cut through my neck fat, I'll try to tomorrow and be back if I miss the artery.

 

[snow]

Wait, I have a knife already but it might not cut through my neck fat, I'll try to tomorrow and be back if I miss the artery.

I don’t wanna hear about it dawg ew

 

[Deleted Member 103414]

Slitting your own neck is painful as fuck, I don't see the point in dying painfully.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I don’t wanna hear about it dawg ew

Fuck you

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Slitting your own neck is painful as fuck, I don't see the point in dying painfully.

Women take pills because they assume it is painless, I am not a girl even if I have a female body

 

[snow]

Slitting your own neck is painful as fuck, I don't see the point in dying painfully.

Heroin overdose is the only way I would do it

 

[Deleted Member 103414]

Heroin overdose is the only way I would do it

Skinned with an apple peeler in my preferred way to go tbh.

 

[rand anon]

Stop it

 

[Beatrice.]

Also life isn't even worth the trouble if the face I have is what I'll be stuck with and the only reason to get out of bed is arbitrary moral standards projected onto me by society.

It’s so rare to find someone you totally agree with

 

[snow]

It’s so rare to find someone you totally agree with

 

[insomnia]

Suicide won’t get you anywhere bro. I get that you’re bored of people trying to talk you out of it, but life is truly worth living (even if it doesn’t feel like it now). You’re in a massive playground with free will, don’t limit yourself to what others say about you.

 

[</3]

Skinned with an apple peeler in my preferred way to go tbh.

suipact when?

 

[snow]

I get that you’re bored of people trying to talk you out of it,

That is the only reason these people post suicide announcements sympathy and they want to be talked out of it

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

That is the only reason these people post suicide announcements sympathy and they want to be talked out of it

Anyways I'm waiting for shit to open

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Heroin overdose is the only way I would do it

Fair, I also got the idea from Machinegirl since one sample is "Wrists are for girls, I'm slitting my throat"

 

[kafka ☭]

you lowk got a lot to live for tho like persona 6

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

you lowk got a lot to live for tho like persona 6

Persona 6

 

[kafka ☭]

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on a real suicide is lame do not suicide go watch nhk or something

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

on a real suicide is lame do not suicide go watch nhk or something

Waiting for stores with knives to open is also ass, they won't even fucking sell those to me half the tine

 

[kafka ☭]

Waiting for stores with knives to open is also ass, they won't even fucking sell those to me half the tine

just develop an addiction then you will have to live to sustain said addiction

 

[kafka ☭]

just develop an addiction then you will have to live to sustain said addiction

this might be my greatest advice yet

 

[zayη]

Don't leave me

 

[kafka ☭]

Don't leave me

is this yosuga no sora

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Don't leave me

I'll have to if my laptop gets taken away if I fail, you were really cool I hope the best for you

 

[kafka ☭]

I'll have to if my laptop gets taken away if I fail, you were really cool I hope the best for you

just dont let ur laptop get taken then, easy