Serious I might have the worst overstimulation response

[Mandy?]

People who don’t give a shit DNR I don’t care

I don’t joke when I say I have autism,I have it literally. Of course,from person to person the spectrum is broad and some are insignificant in aspects but also the opposite in other. Me personally,I think I may have the worst response to overstimulation. I use nootropic peptides sidh as Selank and Oxytocin,these 2 are the only things that prevent me from being a complete isolate and I ran out of them last week. I ran from home about 6 times in the past 4 months for minimum a week from triggers that people would say are unnecessary but I had to do in order to feel right even though they all don’t end so well. Now this is hell,I can’t go to school because my teacher wants 10€ and I can’t get 10€,YES I CANT GET 10$! I’m so scared just to simply walk out the door because of this simple trigger and I feel pathetic for it. At the same time I know It wouldnt do anything but it feels like the end of the world. I purely accepted that I’m scared of any physical movement in some sense. I really don’t know what to do. What do I do?

 

[Tumor]

Brutal

 

[Mandy?]

Just why it’s not the act that makes me ashamed it’s that I do this shit over stupid shit,I’m pathetic.

 

[Love]

dnr

 

[Mandy?]

Aww I kinda expected some advice even if little,

 

[Mandy?]

I guess I’m out then

 

[Love]

I guess I’m out then

tldr pls

 

[dipenhydramine]

i dont relly have any advice for you but what i was taught to do when overstimulated is repeat one thing over and over until i forget about what made me feel bad maybe this will help you too

 

[Mandy?]

tldr pls

fucking read bitch

 

[Mandy?]

i dont relly have any advice for you but what i was taught to do when overstimulated is repeat one thing over and over until i forget about what made me feel bad maybe this will help you too

Repeat the same thing?

 

[apatheia]

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People who don’t give a shit DNR I don’t care

I don’t joke when I say I have autism,I have it literally. Of course,from person to person the spectrum is broad and some are insignificant in aspects but also the opposite in other. Me personally,I think I may have the worst response to overstimulation. I use nootropic peptides sidh as Selank and Oxytocin,these 2 are the only things that prevent me from being a complete isolate and I ran out of them last week. I ran from home about 6 times in the past 4 months for minimum a week from triggers that people would say are unnecessary but I had to do in order to feel right even though they all don’t end so well. Now this is hell,I can’t go to school because my teacher wants 10€ and I can’t get 10€,YES I CANT GET 10$! I’m so scared just to simply walk out the door because of this simple trigger and I feel pathetic for it. At the same time I know It wouldnt do anything but it feels like the end of the world. I purely accepted that I’m scared of any physical movement in some sense. I really don’t know what to do.

@lumen @Everyone Someone give this guy 10€.

Not sure what advice to give though since I do not have autism, but is there no way to get a part time job so you can afford Selank + Oxytocin?

 

[Tumor]

tldr pls

His teacher is asking for 10 dollars and he doesn't have 10 dollars

 

[tbl12]

His teacher is asking for 10 dollars and he doesn't have 10 dollars

hi

 

[Tumor]

hi

Hi

 

[Love]

@Mandy? just ask dad for 10 dollars dummy

His teacher is asking for 10 dollars and he doesn't have 10 dollars

 

[tbl12]

Hi

i have u added on cord right g

 

[dipenhydramine]

Repeat the same thing?

yea like i will get home and ill listen to da same song for hours or maybe draw tha same thing until you forget what made you feel sad but this might not help yu but its da only advice i have

 

[Tumor]

i have u added on cord right g

Are you the dude with the Eren banner? Darius? If so yes

 

[Schizotypalcel]

 

[tbl12]

Are you the dude with the Eren banner? Darius? If so yes

Darius xD @weiland. but yes thats me. good just making sure

 

[Mandy?]

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@lumen @Everyone Someone give this guy 10€.

Not sure what advice to give though since I do not have autism, but is there no way to get a part time job so you can afford Selank + Oxytocin?

I can’t work for a while because I got caught sniffing coke at the last job unironically. Also,just the thought of being reliant on 2 compounds to help you get over the fear of people make me more pathetic.

 

[Love]

9 dollars

 

[Mandy?]

@Mandy? just ask dad for 10 dollars dummy

What don’t you fucking understand that I can’t get 10€

 

[Love]

What don’t you fucking understand that I can’t get 10€

get a job

 

[Mandy?]

get a job

What don’t you understand that I can’t get a job because I was sniffing coke on the last job

 

[Lebensmude]

People who don’t give a shit DNR I don’t care

I don’t joke when I say I have autism,I have it literally. Of course,from person to person the spectrum is broad and some are insignificant in aspects but also the opposite in other. Me personally,I think I may have the worst response to overstimulation. I use nootropic peptides sidh as Selank and Oxytocin,these 2 are the only things that prevent me from being a complete isolate and I ran out of them last week. I ran from home about 6 times in the past 4 months for minimum a week from triggers that people would say are unnecessary but I had to do in order to feel right even though they all don’t end so well. Now this is hell,I can’t go to school because my teacher wants 10€ and I can’t get 10€,YES I CANT GET 10$! I’m so scared just to simply walk out the door because of this simple trigger and I feel pathetic for it. At the same time I know It wouldnt do anything but it feels like the end of the world. I purely accepted that I’m scared of any physical movement in some sense. I really don’t know what to do. What do I do?

Why does your teacher want ten bucks

 

[Jeezy]

Bump

 

[Mandy?]

Why does your teacher want ten bucks

It’s like something everyone needs to give at the beginning of the year.

 

[Love]

What don’t you understand that I can’t get a job because I was sniffing coke on the last job

just beg for money

 

[Lebensmude]

It’s like something everyone needs to give at the beginning of the year.

$10 for school dues is pretty cheap, @dipenhydramine this is your n***a (pay his shit)

 

[dipenhydramine]

$10 for school dues is pretty cheap, @dipenhydramine this is your n***a (pay his shit)

ye mandy if yu relly need it i can give yu 10

 

[Mandy?]

$10 for school dues is pretty cheap, @dipenhydramine this is your n***a (pay his shit)

If I go any deep into whats my current situation and why i can’t get it I would get CPS on my ass

 

[Mandy?]

ye mandy if yu relly need it i can give yu 10

No I don’t want money I just wanted some advice on how to overcome extreme moments like these.

 

[dipenhydramine]

No I don’t want money I just wanted some advice on how to overcome extreme moments like these.

maybe try what i said

 

[Mandy?]

maybe try what i said

Will this help me go to school?

 

[dipenhydramine]

Will this help me go to school?

na but fuck school yur brain matters more

 

[Spuffy]

youre not pathetic for having those fears. overstimulation feels like the end of the world because your body is convinced it is. you can fight it by proving to yourself you can survive it anyway. treat little movements as a success. you must be uncomfortable and still step forward. escape is not the only option as it only creates a deeper loop. every day gets a little easier, but you have to do it every day, and thats the hard part

and why do you need to give your teacher 10 bucks?

 

[BigDihDiddy]

People who don’t give a shit DNR I don’t care

I don’t joke when I say I have autism,I have it literally. Of course,from person to person the spectrum is broad and some are insignificant in aspects but also the opposite in other. Me personally,I think I may have the worst response to overstimulation. I use nootropic peptides sidh as Selank and Oxytocin,these 2 are the only things that prevent me from being a complete isolate and I ran out of them last week. I ran from home about 6 times in the past 4 months for minimum a week from triggers that people would say are unnecessary but I had to do in order to feel right even though they all don’t end so well. Now this is hell,I can’t go to school because my teacher wants 10€ and I can’t get 10€,YES I CANT GET 10$! I’m so scared just to simply walk out the door because of this simple trigger and I feel pathetic for it. At the same time I know It wouldnt do anything but it feels like the end of the world. I purely accepted that I’m scared of any physical movement in some sense. I really don’t know what to do. What do I do?

f****t ur not a real autist

 

[pxe]

$10 for school dues is pretty cheap, @dipenhydramine this is your n***a (pay his shit)

@Mandy? is there a way u can talk to ur teacher to get out of paying this since you have no way to? i feel like the school/teacher would allow it if they understood your situation. (obviously you’d have to make a different excuse as to why u lost ur job tho)

 

[Mandy?]

@Mandy? is there a way u can talk to ur teacher to get out of paying this since you have no way to? i feel like the school/teacher would allow it if they understood your situation. (obviously you’d have to make a different excuse as to why u lost ur job tho)

My teacher prayed for my downfall last year this won’t help I’ll just hide for now.

 

[Mandy?]

youre not pathetic for having those fears. overstimulation feels like the end of the world because your body is convinced it is. you can fight it by proving to yourself you can survive it anyway. treat little movements as a success. you must be uncomfortable and still step forward. escape is not the only option as it only creates a deeper loop. every day gets a little easier, but you have to do it every day, and thats the hard part

and why do you need to give your teacher 10 bucks?

Oh okay,also everyone had to give 10 bucks.

 

[azaire]

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@lumen @Everyone Someone give this guy 10€.

Not sure what advice to give though since I do not have autism, but is there no way to get a part time job so you can afford Selank + Oxytocin?

 

[MingyuePalaceRuinedMyLife]

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@lumen @Everyone Someone give this guy 10€.

Not sure what advice to give though since I do not have autism, but is there no way to get a part time job so you can afford Selank + Oxytocin?

Holy shit ur back

 

[RottingCarrie]

If this is like actually u deadass cant do much all u can do is keep urself safe my brother is a runner but hes level 3 autistic and had developmental issues id imagine you have enough common sense not to run into a lake which is the worst scenario when autist run away

If you run away from simple home arguments like my sister does avoidance is the best which in this case is slightly isolating but it can also mean only avoiding one person

Another thing I can think of for money if ur 18 (idk how old u r) in most places you can do translations online they payout is little but u should be able to get €10 without being extremly overstimulated

 

[limo8]

Sorry to hear that idk how to help but when i get too sad i play games and its fades away and im numb idk if i understood this right tbh but yea good luck tho hopefully you can find your way of living with your specific trait