Calcidoll
22F
In fact I have denied myself of masturbation until I'm satisfied with the way I look.
I watch porn to understand what aesthetic looks good in bed. I try to find the best ratios of everything. the belly button, the breasts to areola ratio, the whr, the shape of the butt, innie or outie, the type of moans and ofc the coloringgggg.
I visit weird ass porn forums and read experiences of men on what they find the "best". I analyse their posts on how easily they get sexually stimulated by certain types of bodies.
And tbh the results are quite brutal, many of them are "happily married" but still miss or want to experience women who have "better" bodies.
I watch porn to understand what aesthetic looks good in bed. I try to find the best ratios of everything. the belly button, the breasts to areola ratio, the whr, the shape of the butt, innie or outie, the type of moans and ofc the coloringgggg.
I visit weird ass porn forums and read experiences of men on what they find the "best". I analyse their posts on how easily they get sexually stimulated by certain types of bodies.
And tbh the results are quite brutal, many of them are "happily married" but still miss or want to experience women who have "better" bodies.


