I really want to rope

[Canthopexular]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

 

[lazerdim]

Don’t apologize for what you say “being a pussy” since you’re not. You have the courage to express yourself.
You don’t want to rope, you just want it all to work out and for you to actually feel accepted.
I doubt you’re as ugly as you say (no harsh feelings)
There is always a solution to every problem, you just gotta figure it out.

 

[Nenestar]

You're not a pussy. Roping takes more courage than living a life full of misery

 

[Canthopexular]

Don’t apologize for what you say “being a pussy” since you’re not. You have the courage to express yourself.
You don’t want to rope, you just want it all to work out and for you to actually feel accepted.
I doubt you’re as ugly as you say (no harsh feelings)
There is always a solution to every problem, you just gotta figure it out.

I just can’t wait for it, I have no patience. Thank you for being so kind to me

 

[Canthopexular]

You're not a pussy. Roping takes more courage than living a life full of misery

Thank you so much bro

 

[roper.]

Don’t apologize for what you say “being a pussy” since you’re not. You have the courage to express yourself.
You don’t want to rope, you just want it all to work out and for you to actually feel accepted.
I doubt you’re as ugly as you say (no harsh feelings)
There is always a solution to every problem, you just gotta figure it out.

ure a gem vro

 

[lazerdim]

I just can’t wait for it, I have no patience. Thank you for being so kind to me

No reason in thanking me since I take it for granted.
I feel you, us humans are desperate to feel the connection with someone else that we’ve always yearned for.
Is your looks the main thing that is making you doubt yourself?

 

[splanky]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

i’m so sorry u feel this way really
i don’t have much to say bc at the end of the day ur the only one who can decide what u think of yourself and your life
but tbh u gotta realize that there’s so many people in the world feeling the same exact way as you, and they all continue their life, maybe even eventually finding happiness or peace in who they are
idk u at all but i try my best to love everyone and i really hope u feel better

 

[ChadCore]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

Don’t apologize for what you say “being a pussy” since you’re not. You have the courage to express yourself.
You don’t want to rope, you just want it all to work out and for you to actually feel accepted.
I doubt you’re as ugly as you say (no harsh feelings)
There is always a solution to every problem, you just gotta figure it out.

No reason in thanking me since I take it for granted.
I feel you, us humans are desperate to feel the connection with someone else that we’ve always yearned for.
Is your looks the main thing that is making you doubt yourself?

i’m so sorry u feel this way really
i don’t have much to say bc at the end of the day ur the only one who can decide what u think of yourself and your life
but tbh u gotta realize that there’s so many people in the world feeling the same exact way as you, and they all continue their life, maybe even eventually finding happiness or peace in who they are
idk u at all but i try my best to love everyone and i really hope u feel better

pure dnr fuel

 

[lazerdim]

pure dnr fuel

No reason in making that reply

 

[foidslayer]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

I promise ascending from lltn to htn+ is so possible even without hardmaxxing

 

[roper.]

i agree with the rest though,im no good with comforting but what i csn say is that you arent a failure nor a pussy. you can do so much more than just rope. you have the abilty to do so many things. you are capable of living and surviving, and the only one truly judging you is you and you alone

dont let all the potential and everything else go, and work out a fitting solition( +avoid falling into selfdestructive habits)
you want kids? alone this is a reason for u to keep going. This is also evidence that you dont actually “want” to rope and end it. this “want” is a lack. you lack something. so find something to replace that want and fill in that lack you have . eventually THAT “want”
will fade away

 

[Trevor]

Don't rope

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

keep going man i believe in u
my neighbour just opposite me hung himself and we found him two months later and trust me u dont want to go out like that at all its brutal and gruesome and will give u no peace
he had two girls
even when u believe that no one loves or cares for u to the point were u wish to die there will always be people affected by ur death and saddened by ur loss
we didnt even know this guy too well aside from lending him money when he was struggling and even then the whole neighbourhood noticed his absence and smashed his door in due to our concerns of the worst
we will be putting flowers towards his funeral
the point is it doesnt matter how little u perceive peoples care to be, they will notice and they will care, no matter how little of a role u feel a play and hey theres someone there for everyone keep ur chin up and keep trying. I assume ur pretty young bro theres still time to find the one and have kids
i hope u feel better soon

 

[Canthopexular]

No reason in thanking me since I take it for granted.
I feel you, us humans are desperate to feel the connection with someone else that we’ve always yearned for.
Is your looks the main thing that is making you doubt yourself?

You make society seem better. And for the question yes and my social skills

 

[Canthopexular]

i’m so sorry u feel this way really
i don’t have much to say bc at the end of the day ur the only one who can decide what u think of yourself and your life
but tbh u gotta realize that there’s so many people in the world feeling the same exact way as you, and they all continue their life, maybe even eventually finding happiness or peace in who they are
idk u at all but i try my best to love everyone and i really hope u feel better

I am grateful for your kindness and support thank you

 

[Canthopexular]

I promise ascending from lltn to htn+ is so possible even without hardmaxxing

It just doesn’t feel like it. I feel no matter what I do I stay stuck

 

[Canthopexular]

i agree with the rest though,im no good with comforting but what i csn say is that you arent a failure nor a pussy. you can do so much more than just rope. you have the abilty to do so many things. you are capable of living and surviving, and the only one truly judging you is you and you alone

dont let all the potential and everything else go, and work out a fitting solition( +avoid falling into selfdestructive habits)
you want kids? alone this is a reason for u to keep going. This is also evidence that you dont actually “want” to rope and end it. this “want” is a lack. you lack something. so find something to replace that want and fill in that lack you have . eventually THAT “want”
will fade away

I appreciate the advice a lot. Thank you a lot. Your too kind

 

[Canthopexular]

Don't rope

Thank you

 

[roper.]

I appreciate the advice a lot. Thank you a lot. Your too kind

sending lots of love

 

[Canthopexular]

keep going man i believe in u
my neighbour just opposite me hung himself and we found him two months later and trust me u dont want to go out like that at all its brutal and gruesome and will give u no peace
he had two girls
even when u believe that no one loves or cares for u to the point were u wish to die there will always be people affected by ur death and saddened by ur loss
we didnt even know this guy too well aside from lending him money when he was struggling and even then the whole neighbourhood noticed his absence and smashed his door in due to our concerns of the worst
we will be putting flowers towards his funeral
the point is it doesnt matter how little u perceive peoples care to be, they will notice and they will care, no matter how little of a role u feel a play and hey theres someone there for everyone keep ur chin up and keep trying. I assume ur pretty young bro theres still time to find the one and have kids
i hope u feel better soon

Thank you so much, I don’t know what to say but thank you. Having a person and good community to rely on makes it all easier

 

[lazerdim]

You make society seem better. And for the question yes and my social skills

Looks wise I assume you have already tried most of the stuff since we are chatting on this forum.
For social skills I highly suggest you starting small for etc, complementing someone, it can be there outfit, smell etc. This will lead to a dopamine rush that makes you feel like you have accomplished something, it’s gonna get a lot easier but the first step is always the toughest but we got to face our fears.
You don’t need to complement someone though it can quite literally be just saying “hi” to someone or making up something like you need help finding some place in the area.

 

[Canthopexular]

Looks wise I assume you have already tried most of the stuff since we are chatting on this forum.
For social skills I highly suggest you starting small for etc, complementing someone, it can be there outfit, smell etc. This will lead to a dopamine rush that makes you feel like you have accomplished something, it’s gonna get a lot easier but the first step is always the toughest but we got to face our fears.
You don’t need to complement someone though it can quite literally be just saying “hi” to someone or making up something like you need help finding some place in the area.

I’ll try using your advice. You are goated

 

[mtren]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

you got your sign from god to rope, go for it.

@isntnotrepellent @genio

 

[lazerdim]

I’ll try using your advice. You are goated

I genuinely hope you do, or find something else that works for you because I’m rooting for you I want to see you win and to not get too focused on the negatives now.
Easier said than done since this is something you’ve lived with for quite long if I understood it right and when the time passes and our thoughts are constantly focused on the negative aspects then that’s what we slowly are starting to believe in.

 

[Canthopexular]

I genuinely hope you do, or find something else that works for you because I’m rooting for you I want to see you win and to not get too focused on the negatives now.
Easier said than done since this is something you’ve lived with for quite long if I understood it right and when the time passes and our thoughts are constantly focused on the negative aspects then that’s what we slowly are starting to believe in.

thank you for the support man, I don’t know what to say but thank you

 

[FoidhaterlolllW]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

im in a bad place rn im just not roping because im thinking it will get better

 

[Deleted Member 117755]

i don’t have much to say

goes on to write a whole paragraph

 

[nokma]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

You gave me an advice on me, telling that it is over for me and I need surgery and shi. Bro, Im sure Im more ugly than you, and I also feel the same insecurity as yours. But please, go outside your house and have friends. Looks are just one part of attraction.

Women doesnt even give a shit about looks that much. For long term, they seek leadership skills and ability to handle problems. My older brother is 9/10, yet his wife compliments me for leadership and skills in navigating life.

So get out there, go to church, and speak to older masculine men who built their family. You'll see that looks is just vanity, it matters yes but it is just a small part of the whole picture.

 

[Aryy]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

no one wants to live a bad life, we all are human in the end. keep trying, something will get better. and sadly in the end you cant rely on someone else to love you, you should live for yourself just to enjoy atleast

 

[Deleted Member 121099]

Interesting

 

[Roxas]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

You can’t give up tho, because it’s an end all. You will look back no matter what you have to go through to get there and be glad you didn’t

 

[ermhilol]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

Imagine being lonelier that that, AND being part or broke and borderline homeless.

Trust me it can be worse

 

[ermhilol]

i just really feel lonely, I have nobody not even family. Nobody that loves me and actually cares for me, I’m just a background character.
I want to end it all and end all the times I’ll suffer in the future. I can’t look into people’s eyes on the street and I can’t go out without feeling like I’m getting judged by my looks. I know that complaining won’t do anything but I’m all alone and don’t have anyone. I’m sorry for being such a pussy but I just can’t. I’ve always wanted kids but looking into the future all I see is a future with no children because how ugly I am, I am a failure when it comes to natural selection.

I think I have the most valid reasons to kill myself on this forum ngl