Hypothesis I seriously think I might kms in the following 5 years or so.

[beautyiseverything]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

 

[victorique]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

sounds good
enjoy your last 5 years

 

[beautyiseverything]

sounds good
enjoy your last 5 years

This is exactly what i mean jfl. No one has empathy as i stated in my previous post.

 

[victorique]

This is exactly what i mean jfl. No one has empathy as i stated in my previous post.

i mean i was accepting your choice

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

Hey get off of Ts and touch some grass

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

It’s 4 ur good

 

[beautyiseverything]

Hey get off of Ts and touch some grass

It’s 3:40 am here

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

It’s 3:40 am here

Sleepmaxx rn cuh

 

[Azania]

Wait until 2033, that is when Jesus is likely to return.

 

[beautyiseverything]

Sleepmaxx rn cuh

I feel sick. I can’t sleep because I overate at a restaurant today.

 

[VeilziPork]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

Can’t be begging for attention in the looksmaxxing forum I mean you can I’m not your mother but jeez

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

I feel sick. I can’t sleep because I overate at a restaurant today.

Ok well get off the fucking phone buddy
Count sheep

 

[beautyiseverything]

Can’t be begging for attention in the looksmaxxing forum I mean you can I’m not your mother but jeez

Bro i’m venting. Org ngs understand this shit better than in here jfl ffs.

 

[beautyiseverything]

Ok well get off the fucking phone buddy
Count sheep

I’m on the verge of throwing up constantly

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

I’m on the verge of throwing up constantly

don’t know how to fucking help u here bud

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

I've felt the same way. I had a point in time where I was convinced I would die like you said in the next 5 ish years. Every single day i knew it. I didn't want it to happen but I could feel it for certain. But life isn't about waiting for it to end. It's easier said than done, living a life to the fullest when you know it is bound to end. When your mind is made up. But there is no way to know for certain. I hope the best for you.

 

[beautyiseverything]

I've felt the same way. I had a point in time where I was convinced I would die like you said in the next 5 ish years. Every single day i knew it. I didn't want it to happen but I could feel it for certain. But life isn't about waiting for it to end. It's easier said than done, living a life to the fullest when you know it is bound to end. When your mind is made up. But there is no way to know for certain. I hope the best for you.

Yeah i don’t feel sad about it anymore tbh. I just feel like my time is nye like an old man.

 

[lifelover]

I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

i felt very similar to you until last year but trust me! it passes. it took me a decade, but even if there’s a small feeling of fighting inside you it’s worth focusing on that. when the bad times are behind it will be all worth it

 

[beautyiseverything]

i felt very similar to you until last year but trust me! it passes. it took me a decade, but even if there’s a small feeling of fighting inside you it’s worth focusing on that. when the bad times are behind it will be all worth it

I've felt the same way. I had a point in time where I was convinced I would die like you said in the next 5 ish years. Every single day i knew it. I didn't want it to happen but I could feel it for certain. But life isn't about waiting for it to end. It's easier said than done, living a life to the fullest when you know it is bound to end. When your mind is made up. But there is no way to know for certain. I hope the best for you.

ty for the kind words

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

ty for the kind wordsView attachment 100935

 

[Methodical]

Do you have anything to look forward to in life? Any goals?

Normally we feel like there's a countdown because we don't know what else our future will contain, so our brain makes up something to fill the gap.

 

[Mota]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

Nah.

 

[beautyiseverything]

Do you have anything to look forward to in life? Any goals?

Normally we feel like there's a countdown because we don't know what else our future will contain, so our brain makes up something to fill the gap.

My goal is to graduate high school in december atm. Beyond that not much tbh. I probably can’t get into uni with my shit grades not that any subject there would interest me anyway.

 

[zygos_old]

I feel like my time is near and I don’t know why. I feel like an old man waiting for the grim reaper. It doesn’t even make me sad tbh, more like relieved that I don’t have to suffer. I just don’t want ti die but I feel like my subconcious mind has made it’s mind that in 5-10 years or less I will be gone.

Do not

 

[beautyiseverything]

Do not

I’m trying not to

 

[zygos_old]

I’m trying not to

If you do I will die too

 

[Methodical]

My goal is to graduate high school in december atm. Beyond that not much tbh. I probably can’t get into uni with my shit grades not that any subject there would interest me anyway.

That's probably a factor in why you feel the way you do. A lot of young people mentally don't like the transition into adulthood, so mentally they block out aspects of their future.

This is not exactly what you're describing, but something that is similar that's caused for similar reasons is reckless behavior always under the guise of "Oh I'm not going to live long anyways!" and etc.

You could try speaking to family/friends/etc and try and see if there's a career path you might be interested in. They'd know you best and might be able to help you figure it out.

 

[Cuckㅤ]

Don't blame you

 

[beautyiseverything]

That's probably a factor in why you feel the way you do. A lot of young people mentally don't like the transition into adulthood, so mentally they block out aspects of their future.

This is not exactly what you're describing, but something that is similar that's caused for similar reasons is reckless behavior always under the guise of "Oh I'm not going to live long anyways!" and etc.

You could try speaking to family/friends/etc and try and see if there's a career path you might be interested in. They'd know you best and might be able to help you figure it out.

Talking to my family is completely useless since they are absolutely clueless on how the world and the education system works. I’m currently seeing a therapist.

 

[Methodical]

Talking to my family is completely useless since they are absolutely clueless on how the world and the education system works. I’m currently seeing a therapist.

Oh that's good at least. [That you have a therapist I meant] Have you spoken to your therapist about how you feel then?

 

[beautyiseverything]

Oh that's good at least. [That you have a therapist I meant] Have you spoken to your therapist about how you feel then?

Yes I have

 

[Deleted Member 70464]

Yes I have

Keep building a relationship with your therapist! It truly helps especially once you feel very comfortable with them and they understand you.

 

[VeilziPork]

I’m on the verge of throwing up constantly

Please seek help other then looksmaxxing com