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I don't wanna cuz I'm scared
I feel kinda numb on my meds and I don't don't wanna act numb again but my dad just made be ball my eyes out and I was upset most of the day that I was awake for
I feel like how I act isn't my fault at all tho it's just my environment cuz I act diffrent towards ppl I care about and I'm not saying I dont care about my family cuz I do but when they've admitted they hate me and dont wanna be around me what am I supposed to towards them?
Ig I'm scared of my dad and my mom is always passes out so idk what to feel towards her but it's annoying to help her
My sister straight up calls me a bitch and then gets mad at me hitting her what am i supposed to do tho let her call me a bitch?
My aunts and uncles are just there ig nothing special about them or my relationship with them they buy me stuff sometimes tho mainly food so I don't eat it
This got long if u read it I promise it's more of an irrational fear of my dad plus I resent him for letting shit happen to me before he started to pay attention to me not like he did it tho so ig it's okay
I feel kinda numb on my meds and I don't don't wanna act numb again but my dad just made be ball my eyes out and I was upset most of the day that I was awake for
I feel like how I act isn't my fault at all tho it's just my environment cuz I act diffrent towards ppl I care about and I'm not saying I dont care about my family cuz I do but when they've admitted they hate me and dont wanna be around me what am I supposed to towards them?
Ig I'm scared of my dad and my mom is always passes out so idk what to feel towards her but it's annoying to help her
My sister straight up calls me a bitch and then gets mad at me hitting her what am i supposed to do tho let her call me a bitch?
My aunts and uncles are just there ig nothing special about them or my relationship with them they buy me stuff sometimes tho mainly food so I don't eat it
This got long if u read it I promise it's more of an irrational fear of my dad plus I resent him for letting shit happen to me before he started to pay attention to me not like he did it tho so ig it's okay