i slept for 13 hours

[pompompurino]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

 

[Dawn]

i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

happens to the best of us

 

[gimp]

happens to the best of us

 

[pompompurino]

happens to the best of us

it was so sweet like he came to my house cus he was worried ab me in the middle of the night fml

 

[Dawn]

it was so sweet like he came to my house cus he was worried ab me in the middle of the night fml

im sure you'll get that one day

 

[Kaari]

happens to the best of us

I miss her bro

 

[kissmyaxe]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

true sleepmaxxer, jobs are shit

 

[Dawn]

I miss her bro

same, it all happened at this time of the year too

 

[Chifuyu]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

Dang, falling asleep at 7pm! I haven't done that since elementary. You were probably super tired.

 

[pompompurino]

same, it all happened at this time of the year too

i miss him
im glad other ppl relate to missing certain someones

 

[Kaari]

same, it all happened at this time of the year too

Yeah I feel you, been 2 years now for me

We didn’t start anything in my case but it came close, then it crumbled, long story

 

[Dawn]

Yeah I feel you, been 2 years now for me

We didn’t start anything in my case but it came close, then it crumbled, long story

this is exactly what happened to me

 

[pompompurino]

Dang, falling asleep at 7pm! I haven't done that since elementary. You were probably super tired.

yea, right before i got off work at 5pm, then had to get my mom from the airport
busy day

 

[Chifuyu]

yea, right before i got off work at 5pm, then had to get my mom from the airport
busy day

Which country did your mom go to?

 

[Kaari]

this is exactly what happened to me

Yepppppp

She was not good for me but whatever, I only just want to hear her say she loved me truthfully once, just once

 

[pompompurino]

Which country did your mom go to?

stayed in the us, she went to florida
we live in virginia so it’s like a 2 hour flight i think

 

[Dawn]

Yepppppp

She was not good for me but whatever, I only just want to hear her say she loved me truthfully once, just once

she wasn't good for me either, ify man

 

[Kaari]

she wasn't good for me either, ify man

I was delusional thinking I could mesh her into the idea I thought she was

I was very wrong

 

[pompompurino]

she wasn't good for me either, ify man

we always miss the ones that are no good for us, he told me he was no good for me himself as well but i just don’t care bro i love him

 

[Dawn]

I was delusional thinking I could mesh her into the idea I thought she was

I was very wrong

idolizing someone you love is probably top worst things someone could ever do

and that is a mistake you and I made

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

I used to have insomnia now I can sleep 24/7

 

[pompompurino]

I used to have insomnia now I can sleep 24/7

SAME im thankful to my job for that

 

[Chifuyu]

stayed in the us, she went to florida
we live in virginia so it’s like a 2 hour flight i think

WTF! I thought you were in the UK.

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

idolizing someone you love is probably top worst things someone could ever do

and that is a mistake you and I made

im guilty

 

[Kaari]

we always miss the ones that are no good for us, he told me he was no good for me himself as well but i just don’t care bro i love him

Fucked self esteem + main source of dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin = hell

idolizing someone you love is probably top worst things someone could ever do

and that is a mistake you and I made

yeah it broke me, we played with fire and we paid for it

I guess I’ve only got myself to blame regardless though

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

Idk why but reading this pmo

 

[pompompurino]

Idk why but reading this pmo

how did it pyo

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

Fucked self esteem + main source of dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin = hell

yeah it broke me, we played with fire and we paid for it

I guess I’ve only got myself to blame regardless though

why do the people you love enjoy watching you suffer

 

[Dawn]

Fucked self esteem + main source of dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin = hell

I've thought about this combination too, truly evil

yeah it broke me, we played with fire and we paid for it

I guess I’ve only got myself to blame regardless though

from the start I knew it wouldn't work out, but I gashlighted myself into thinking I could change it

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

how did it pyo

The last 2 sentences

 

[pompompurino]

The last 2 sentences

ok but how…

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

I've thought about this combination too, truly evil

from the start I knew it wouldn't work out, but I gashlighted myself into thinking I could change it

yeah it is hard to change someone but delusions delusions

 

[pompompurino]

why do the people you love enjoy watching you suffer

i wonder if they ever actually miss us back i feel like im the only one hurt

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

i wonder if they ever actually miss us back i feel like im the only one hurt

The worst part is that they couldn't give a flying shit about u so then ur just stuck there like

 

[pompompurino]

The worst part is that they couldn't give a flying shit about u so then ur just stuck there like

when u do everything in ur power to understand them and be there for them and they DGAF and only see u as a nuisance

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

when u do everything in ur power to understand them and be there for them and they DGAF and only see u as a nuisance

I wish I was more selfish and evil

 

[Kaari]

I've thought about this combination too, truly evil

Many such cases

from the start I knew it wouldn't work out, but I gashlighted myself into thinking I could change it

Part of me which got me drawn to her is that, I know it wouldn’t work but the anticipation that it would work felt like ecstasy to me

Even when did very very very briefly get together I felt so empty afterwards, she ended up pulling out on me anyway so it didn’t really count, she more so just tried to avoid hurting my feelings at the time really

Then I found out other stuff about her and yeah that really got me, i really didn’t want it to be true but it was, even then I subconsciously look past it thinking there’s still hope, but it’s a false one

 

[Kaari]

why do the people you love enjoy watching you suffer

Because people are innately cruel and unjust, which is why we have morality to ‘control’ it

They only heed it when it’s convenient for them though, when they can slip the mask they chew you up and spit you out

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

Because people are innately cruel and unjust, which is why we have morality to ‘control’ it

They only heed it when it’s convenient for them though, when they can slip the mask they chew you up and spit you out

I need to be crueler and selfish and more of a horrible person, fuck even a @sociopath

 

[Kaari]

I need to be crueler and selfish and more of a horrible person, fuck even a @sociopath

I honestly became cruel and sick in the head to try to survive this fucked up world, bad things happened to me and I became worse as a result as well as doing worse things

I know it’s not in my nature though, I’m too empathetic and caring to do that truly, along with that I can’t help but still truly really wanting to be warm to people, I think deep down you also have that sentiment

 

[ToryToad]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

maybe in another life

 

[Deleted Member 86515]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

I’ve slept 8 hours in the last 3 days cus my leg feels like a fucking bitch

 

[Deleted Member 84302]

I honestly became cruel and sick in the head to try to survive this fucked up world, bad things happened to me and I became worse as a result as well as doing worse things

I know it’s not in my nature though, I’m too empathetic and caring to do that truly, along with that I can’t help but still truly really wanting to be warm to people, I think deep down you also have that sentiment

we are fake stone cold people, just a product of our surroundings

 

[Kaari]

we are fake stone cold people, just a product of our surroundings

We do what we do to survive, that’s the crux of it

It doesn’t make it right but surviving doesn’t involve caring about what’s right and wrong, we just need to survive

 

[TonyDr]

where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

Go find one you prob not ugly bro

it was so sweet like he came to my house cus he was worried ab me in the middle of the night fml

It's a homejacking not love

 

[Deleted Member 89158]

It is logical: intense feeling in dreams and a sudden disappearance can trigger a depressive state. You will, however, feel better by the next day.

 

[glamourpursuer]

fell asleep at 7pm yesterday and woke up at like 8am td
i haven’t slept that good in so long fuckkkk my job had me so exhausted and i had a dream where i had a bf that loved me
i felt suicidal when i woke up and realized he wasn’t real

we should all just kill ourselves honestly

 

[glamourpursuer]

WHO DID IT
WHO DID IT
1000+ RESPC

 

[glamourpursuer]

im abt to have some fries im crashing out im crashing out

 

[gimp]

im abt to have some fries im crashing out im crashing out

You slowly tuning into becky