I think i have bpd

[Deleted Member 47925]

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[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

Why's that?

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

Why's that?

My psych said i have traits of it, not the full thing yet necessarily.

 

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

My psych said i have traits of it, not the full thing yet necessarily.

Sorry to hear that, hope youre okay

 

[Shkypot]

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My culture is not ur costume

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

My culture is not ur costume

How do i stop feeling like i'm decaying when the smallest things happen?

 

[Superior]

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is changing avi everyday correlated to that

 

[xy2m]

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why

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

Kanye reference

 

[Shkypot]

How do i stop feeling like i'm decaying when the smallest things happen?

Helping people makes me happy, makes me feel like I’m doing something right

I also cope with music, but only up beat music so I’m not so moody macho everyday yk?

 

[xy2m]

Helping people makes me happy, makes me feel like I’m doing something right

I also cope with music, but only up beat music so I’m not so moody macho everyday yk?

I love this post

keep posting shkypot

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

Helping people makes me happy, makes me feel like I’m doing something right

I also cope with music, but only up beat music so I’m not so moody macho everyday yk?

Yah my psych figured out theres a possibility since i was taking adderall for something else and it made me way more impulsive even more so emotional.
I made a stupid decision the other day i regret fully and it's haunting me terribly, i would rather keep it to myself.

I always hurt the people around me i love when i'm hurting the most unintentionally, and idk how to stop that stupid decision making. I always think that doing something like running away is a good idea so i don't hurt someone in the long run, then i regret it instantly because i know they care and it's never that deep. It's a cluster fuck.

 

[Shkypot]

Yah my psych figured out theres a possibility since i was taking adderall for something else and it made me way more impulsive even more so emotional.
I made a stupid decision the other day i regret fully and it's haunting me terribly, i would rather keep it to myself.

I always hurt the people around me i love when i'm hurting the most, and idk how to stop that stupid decision making. I always think that doing something like running away is a good idea so i don't hurt someone in the long run, then i regret it instantly because i know they care and it's never that deep. It's a cluster fuck.

i completely understand you, i know that feeling to well

i never took medication for my bpd, just straight thugged it out fully sober, the only good advice i have for having bpd is to love yourself

at the end of the day its only going to be you to decide if you want to get better or not, in the end its just you

when you love yourself you tend to love others more and better the spirits of everyone around you

but when you hate yourself you will end up no matter what hating others and you will end up hating yourself even more

again i cope with upbeat music to keep me happy, but it can also come down how you feel about yourself depending on your environment and the social circles you hang around with

loving yourself is like riding a bike, its very difficult at first so take time to learn your balance but once your off, its hard to fall off your bike, face everything with a postive and considerate attitude

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

i completely understand you, i know that feeling to well

i never took medication for my bpd, just straight thugged it out fully sober, the only good advice i have for having bpd is to love yourself

at the end of the day its only going to be you to decide if you want to get better or not, in the end its just you

when you love yourself you tend to love others more and better the spirits of everyone around you

but when you hate yourself you will end up no matter what hating others and you will end up hating yourself even more

again i cope with upbeat music to keep me happy, but it can also come down how you feel about yourself depending on your environment and the social circles you hang around with

loving yourself is like riding a bike, its very difficult at first so take time to learn your balance but once your off, its hard to fall off your bike, face everything with a postive and considerate attitude

Thank you, i needed this bud.

 

[Shkypot]

Thank you, i needed this bud.

keep me updated bro

dont be afraid to dm me if you want to vent, im free most of the time

 

[TonyDr]

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Could have guessed it tbf

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

Could have guessed it tbf

Brutal

 

[TonyDr]

Brutal

I know it since a moment, and i saw it live here from you. You alternate your let's say "angry" moments and then your "calm/wise" moments or when you change opinions (for your accounts destiny for example). Since we know you suffer from it, we don't take it personally