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maybe im just being a geeker
but like i realised my relationships never last long and ive been racking my brain and my theory is that ive manic pixied myself and now im forced to be a temporary person
i constantly get told that people dont understand me or that im confusing in a good way
i act eclectic and weird and i dress funky all the time and im always doing something with my appereance like dying my hair or tattoos
i listen to all genres of music but only music i find randomly on soundcloud, ive also given half of my exs theyre music taste because i put people onto my obscure stuff,
i act overcomforting and maternal in relationships and then randomly be horriblly mean
i blurt out random words and turn it into my own inside joke
I collect things i find on the ground
i do photography
i collect trinkets
i collect diy punkshow cds
i do weird things
i talk weird
i act weird
i look weird
and i know this may just be in film but the manic pixies only job is to fix the guy or to bring a sense of something to the guy, and all my exs have left after ive given them different philosophical views or after theyre gotten better
as a woman with borderline this is like my biggest fucking fear
what have i genuinly done to myself???
am i at a point where ill never be a true love???
will i ever be able to change??? when will i be the mary sue of a love story
but like i realised my relationships never last long and ive been racking my brain and my theory is that ive manic pixied myself and now im forced to be a temporary person
i constantly get told that people dont understand me or that im confusing in a good way
i act eclectic and weird and i dress funky all the time and im always doing something with my appereance like dying my hair or tattoos
i listen to all genres of music but only music i find randomly on soundcloud, ive also given half of my exs theyre music taste because i put people onto my obscure stuff,
i act overcomforting and maternal in relationships and then randomly be horriblly mean
i blurt out random words and turn it into my own inside joke
I collect things i find on the ground
i do photography
i collect trinkets
i collect diy punkshow cds
i do weird things
i talk weird
i act weird
i look weird
and i know this may just be in film but the manic pixies only job is to fix the guy or to bring a sense of something to the guy, and all my exs have left after ive given them different philosophical views or after theyre gotten better
as a woman with borderline this is like my biggest fucking fear
what have i genuinly done to myself???
am i at a point where ill never be a true love???
will i ever be able to change??? when will i be the mary sue of a love story