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like a while back i started to hear bell ringers in my ears, they would go on for 5 mins a time, almost at least 3 times a day, only in my left ear tho
I didn't stress tho, as long as I somewhat still enjoyed music I'm good, later I thought it would prob be better if I went to the jews to get it checked up, the doc told me I have a hole in my ear canal, now its surgery time, I'm not new to surgeries tho, its more of a mental thing, the lead up, the anxiety, all that shti gets amped up during surgery, the pre-op is pretty tense, altho imo after it, its smooth sailing, as long as I have strong painkillers and porn I'm good srs
the surgery was successful and I'm not getting bell ringers anymore, the doc even told me that if I kept going without surgery I would become deaf by age 40
idec abt that tbh, being deaf, although terrifying, is prob peaceful asf, but ur forced to listen to ur thoughts atp so its prob not the best
I didn't stress tho, as long as I somewhat still enjoyed music I'm good, later I thought it would prob be better if I went to the jews to get it checked up, the doc told me I have a hole in my ear canal, now its surgery time, I'm not new to surgeries tho, its more of a mental thing, the lead up, the anxiety, all that shti gets amped up during surgery, the pre-op is pretty tense, altho imo after it, its smooth sailing, as long as I have strong painkillers and porn I'm good srs
the surgery was successful and I'm not getting bell ringers anymore, the doc even told me that if I kept going without surgery I would become deaf by age 40
idec abt that tbh, being deaf, although terrifying, is prob peaceful asf, but ur forced to listen to ur thoughts atp so its prob not the best