I've realized as of late that my sorrow can be soothed by not worrying so much. Y'know I don't get girls and stuff like that and it would be nice to have one but Its not a priority or that important. Like I am depressed and stuff but I thing being down and stuff has make me a better person. I've started imagining people's lives that lead them to a certain point, the highs and lows, and even thought back on my totally crap. even animals and people I don't know I have sympathy for now, ive always don't this but even more recently as my father was telling me about how his friend killed himself in a park when he was younger (we where next to said park). And he was telling me about some stuff he saw and even stuff from a movie called faces of death he saw when he was a teen, I started imagining the highs and lows of lives, and it even has spread to animals, when I worked on a farm and my job was to wrangle them and bring them to the slaughter house, I started averting or even covering their eyes when they where about to die, staring in all those animals eyes before they died saddened me, especially after one followed me around and let me pet it and soon after was killed right in front of me. One last thing even if life is kicking ur ass, focus on the good. And make sure to be the good that you wanna see
