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Mainly cuz I'm afraid of being alone. When he's with me though, he toys with my emotions and plays with my heartstrings as if it were his prized harp. Careless yet elegant. He makes me feel up and down, left and right, hot and cold and like that's the best part. I know he does it to me because he wants to be intimate with me. It's the highest form of flattery. He plays with me because I'm his toy and he only plays with me because he feels as if though my yearning for his intimate company precedes the uncomfortable effort and conscience he has in those moments.
He makes me believe that I want him desperately, and he is right. He has succeeded in this endeavor, but he is also indirectly telling me that he wants me so badly as well.
I don't care if he hits me, shouts at me, guts me or frames me for heinous crimes. I want the that most pure intimate connection with him, I want to be a part of him. I want to share his conscience, to walk through the gates of his mental walled garden. I want him to control me so that I can see what's behind those illusions and facades. I want to be a part of him, and all that he does
Idk if this makes sense but like if you know what I mean lmk
He makes me believe that I want him desperately, and he is right. He has succeeded in this endeavor, but he is also indirectly telling me that he wants me so badly as well.
I don't care if he hits me, shouts at me, guts me or frames me for heinous crimes. I want the that most pure intimate connection with him, I want to be a part of him. I want to share his conscience, to walk through the gates of his mental walled garden. I want him to control me so that I can see what's behind those illusions and facades. I want to be a part of him, and all that he does
Idk if this makes sense but like if you know what I mean lmk
