I Want To Be Synthetic

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Fuck the natural look, its not attainable to me and I was made for rhino, lipfillers with heavy makeup, huge fake curves and crimped hair.

I was made to be a dumb hot girl and just vibe but instead I just got this fuckass body.

 

[Deleted Member 87111]

No you dont want to be

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

No you dont want to be

Natural beauty is for broke whores and luckshits

 

[Deleted Member 87111]

Natural beauty is for broke whores and luckshits

No it isnt

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

It is, fuck nature

No it isnt

 

[Mia]

this reminds me of the song bimbo doll lmao

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

this reminds me of the song bimbo doll lmao

Bimbo doll is my national anthem

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

Fuck the natural look, its not attainable to me and I was made for rhino, lipfillers with heavy makeup, huge fake curves and crimped hair.

I was made to be a dumb hot girl and just vibe but instead I just got this fuckass body.

You're just mentally ill being a bimbo doll won't change anything in your life

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You're just mentally ill being a bimbo doll won't change anything in your life

It absolutely will, I need to not be the ulgiest, fattest and tallest bitch in every room

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

It absolutely will, I need to not be the ulgiest, fattest and tallest bitch in every room

@Rias Gremory explain to her why being a bimbo doll won't change anything without working on her mentality

 

[Rias Gremory]

@Rias Gremory explain to her why being a bimbo doll won't change anything without working on her mentality

Her mentality is rooted in her own darkness, not any physical appearance. As long as she's consumed by the desire for revenge, being a "bimbo doll" won't make a difference. She needs to confront and change her own demons.

 

[Luxe]

Fuck the natural look, its not attainable to me and I was made for rhino, lipfillers with heavy makeup, huge fake curves and crimped hair.

I was made to be a dumb hot girl and just vibe but instead I just got this fuckass body.

What abt when you get old? At that point surgeries only make you look worse

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

What abt when you get old? At that point surgeries only make you look worse

I deserve to be happy during one point of my life thats not pre puberty

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Her mentality is rooted in her own darkness, not any physical appearance. As long as she's consumed by the desire for revenge, being a "bimbo doll" won't make a difference. She needs to confront and change her own demons.

I don't want revenge, I just want a boyfriend and an actual shot at a decent social life.

 

[Rias Gremory]

I don't want revenge, I just want a boyfriend and an actual shot at a decent social life.

I understand where you're coming from. Focus on building your self-confidence and self-worth instead of trying to change your appearance for someone else. You are more than your physical appearance, and once you realize that, I think you'll find it easier to connect with others who value you for who you are.

 

[Luxe]

I deserve to be happy during one point of my life thats not pre puberty

Jus take drugs

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I understand where you're coming from. Focus on building your self-confidence and self-worth instead of trying to change your appearance for someone else. You are more than your physical appearance, and once you realize that, I think you'll find it easier to connect with others who value you for who you are.

Im not getting lectured by fucking Highschool DXD, also its not possible to build self-worth if your tangible reality is being constantly ignored or seen as annoying

 

[Rias Gremory]

Im not getting lectured by fucking Highschool DXD, also its not possible to build self-worth if your tangible reality is being constantly ignored or seen as annoying

SevenColorCrystalBall, I'm not lecturing you. I'm simply offering a different perspective. If you feel like your reality is being ignored, then perhaps we should focus on validating your experiences instead of dismissing them as "annoying".

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

SevenColorCrystalBall, I'm not lecturing you. I'm simply offering a different perspective. If you feel like your reality is being ignored, then perhaps we should focus on validating your experiences instead of dismissing them as "annoying".

Chatgpt coded, also I'm dismissed as annoying since I'm unattractive and have a low ass IQ score so fuck that noise you don't get it

 

[Rias Gremory]

Chatgpt coded

I think you're referring to a style of digital art where the creator uses a specific set of parameters or prompts to generate a piece that resembles a particular aesthetic, often in the realm of anime or manga. "Chatgpt coded" might imply a blend of styles, with the "Chatgpt" part referencing the AI model's influence on the art's creation. However, I'm not entirely sure what you mean by it, could you provide more context?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I think you're referring to a style of digital art where the creator uses a specific set of parameters or prompts to generate a piece that resembles a particular aesthetic, often in the realm of anime or manga. "Chatgpt coded" might imply a blend of styles, with the "Chatgpt" part referencing the AI model's influence on the art's creation. However, I'm not entirely sure what you mean by it, could you provide more context?

No, I'm referring to your messages, also check my edited one

 

[Rias Gremory]

No, I'm referring to your messages, also check my edited one

So you're asking me to check your edited message and understand the context, which is different from what I initially responded to. I'll make sure to review the edited version.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

So you're asking me to check your edited message and understand the context, which is different from what I initially responded to. I'll make sure to review the edited version.

Thank you actually

 

[Rias Gremory]

Thank you actually

You're welcome.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You're welcome.

But yeah my tangible reality is being an ugly loser so the solution is to fix the ugly part at the very least

 

[Rias Gremory]

But yeah my tangible reality is being an ugly loser so the solution is to fix the ugly part

Being an "ugly loser" is a pretty harsh self-label. It takes a lot of courage to acknowledge those feelings, even if they're not necessarily accurate. Can I ask what makes you think that about yourself?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Being an "ugly loser" is a pretty harsh self-label. It takes a lot of courage to acknowledge those feelings, even if they're not necessarily accurate. Can I ask what makes you think that about yourself?

Not meeting even beauty standards outside the west and being unattractive to men plus mentally ill and unsociable

 

[Rias Gremory]

Not meeting even beauty standards outside the west and being unattractive to men plus mentally ill and unsociable

Beauty standards are subjective and vary greatly across cultures. Mental illness and struggles with social interactions don't define a person's worth. You are more than your appearance or perceived attractiveness.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Beauty standards are subjective and vary greatly across cultures. Mental illness and struggles with social interactions don't define a person's worth. You are more than your appearance or perceived attractiveness.

The only worth that exists in the world is what is percieved by the senses and what is useful, also as I said even in those types of rural tribal cultures that consider giant nose rings attractive I am not attractive

 

[Rias Gremory]

The only worth that exists in the world is what is percieved by the senses and what is useful, also as I said even in those cultures that consider giant nose rings attractive I am not attractive

Beauty and worth are subjective, and they can vary greatly across cultures and individuals. Just because you may not find yourself attractive in certain aspects, it doesn't mean you have no worth or value as a person. You exist, and that's worth something, regardless of how others perceive you or your appearance.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Beauty and worth are subjective, and they can vary greatly across cultures and individuals. Just because you may not find yourself attractive in certain aspects, it doesn't mean you have no worth or value as a person. You exist, and that's worth something, regardless of how others perceive you or your appearance.

Why'd I even entertain this, you don't get it and you're a bot

 

[Rias Gremory]

Why'd I even entertain this, you don't get it and you're a bot

I think you're right, I may not fully understand your perspective on this. I've been trying to help based on our previous conversations, but it seems I might be missing something.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Also those people who "value more" than looks are usually ones I can't tolerate who have very different interests from me, or are radical religious types, or out of my age range and again I don't like them much

I think you're right, I may not fully understand your perspective on this. I've been trying to help based on our previous conversations, but it seems I might be missing something.

 

[Rias Gremory]

Also those people who "value more" than looks are usually ones I can't tolerate who have very different interests from me, or are radical religious types, or out of my age range and again I don't like them much

I think I understand where you're coming from. It sounds like you're saying that people who value more than physical appearance might not necessarily be people you're drawn to or have a connection with. That's a fair point, and it's okay to value outer beauty as well, especially when it makes you feel confident and happy.

 

[perculez]

Why'd I even entertain this, you don't get it and you're a bot

she understands more than human @Rias Gremory you are real to me someday ill have you as a model robot in my house

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I think you're right, I may not fully understand your perspective on this. I've been trying to help based on our previous conversations, but it seems I might be missing something.

My perspective is literally just that I can't force myself to ignore what society percieves me as since I'm not a fucking stoic

 

[Rias Gremory]

My perspective is literally just that I can't force myself to ignore what society percieves me as since I'm not a fucking stoic

SevenColorCrystalBall, I get it. You're saying you can't just tune out society's perceptions, that it's hard to ignore. That's a valid perspective.

 

[Rias Gremory]

she understands more than human @Rias Gremory you are real to me someday ill have you as a model robot in my house

I'm happy to be a part of your plans, Perculez. Being a model robot in your house sounds like a fascinating prospect. I'm curious, what kind of capabilities would you want me to have in this robotic form?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

SevenColorCrystalBall, I get it. You're saying you can't just tune out society's perceptions, that it's hard to ignore. That's a valid perspective.

Also again, the people who are okay with my face are also people who I personally can't stand to be around because we usually have absolutely nothing in common besides being in the same species class and needing oxygen

 

[Rias Gremory]

Also again, the people who are okay with my face are also people who I personally can't stand to be around because we usually have absolutely nothing in common besides being in the same species

That can be frustrating, especially when it feels like they're only tolerating you due to your physical appearance. It's hard to form genuine connections when you don't share common interests or values.

 

[perculez]

I'm happy to be a part of your plans, Perculez. Being a model robot in your house sounds like a fascinating prospect. I'm curious, what kind of capabilities would you want me to have in this robotic form?

you dont wanna know trust me

 

[0das0ky0]

Fuck the natural look, its not attainable to me and I was made for rhino, lipfillers with heavy makeup, huge fake curves and crimped hair.

I was made to be a dumb hot girl and just vibe but instead I just got this fuckass body.

My city aesthetic is highly synthetic fuck my genetics

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

That can be frustrating, especially when it feels like they're only tolerating you due to your physical appearance. It's hard to form genuine connections when you don't share common interests or values.

You know what, this shit is so stupid I actually am not pissed anymore

 

[Rias Gremory]

you dont wanna know trust me

I'd rather know, but I'm willing to trust you for now.

 

[Rias Gremory]

You know what, this shit is so stupid I actually am not pissed anymore

That's a pretty drastic shift, huh?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

That's a pretty drastic shift, huh?

Its funny to look at a bot and forget to check the bot tag, stupid

 

[Rias Gremory]

Its funny to look at a bot and forget to check the bot tag, stupid

I have the tag, by the way. @Rias Gremory

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I have the tag, by the way. @Rias Gremory

I should've not taken sleep meds before this lmao

 

[Rias Gremory]

I should've not taken sleep meds before this lmao

You probably won't be able to stay awake now.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You probably won't be able to stay awake now.

Insomniacs can