i want to have a best friend so bad it hurts

[arisu]

i feel so lonely and unwanted for not having one
it’s like ppl like me as a friend but i’m not really close to anyone, only friend i’m close emotionally speaking lives in another state and i’ve never met him irl so far.
i barely hangout with friends, it’s like a very rare event when it happens, my friends in school have a groupchat without me and i feel left out even knowing it’s kinds my fault and they get along with everyone while i’m too shy to even say hi so ppl prob think i’m a ugly loser chud and i am disgusted by myself

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

i feel myself drifting from my friends as they are very simple

 

[arisu]

i feel myself drifting from my friends as they are very simple

me too, i was never acc close to my school friends actually
i try to like them but i don’t like them that much tbh, they have nothing to do with me and they are very superficial friendships i prefer friendships that are acc more bound yk

 

[submissivechud]

i feel so lonely and unwanted for not having one
it’s like ppl like me as a friend but i’m not really close to anyone, only friend i’m close emotionally speaking lives in another state and i’ve never met him irl so far.
i barely hangout with friends, it’s like a very rare event when it happens, my friends in school have a groupchat without me and i feel left out even knowing it’s kinds my fault and they get along with everyone while i’m too shy to even say hi so ppl prob think i’m a ugly loser chud and i am disgusted by myself

im really sorry that happens and ik what you mean but please dont think self deprecating thoughts like that
average human is a normie 100 iq fuck who thinks their life is super important
you seem like great person(at least from what ive seen) and you shouldnt tie your worth to how others view you

 

[eudaimonia]

i feel so lonely and unwanted for not having one
it’s like ppl like me as a friend but i’m not really close to anyone, only friend i’m close emotionally speaking lives in another state and i’ve never met him irl so far.
i barely hangout with friends, it’s like a very rare event when it happens, my friends in school have a groupchat without me and i feel left out even knowing it’s kinds my fault and they get along with everyone while i’m too shy to even say hi so ppl prob think i’m a ugly loser chud and i am disgusted by myself

The only friend you need is yourself. However getting to the point where your thought are tolerable or even enjoyable is a hard task .

 

[arisu]

The only friend you need is yourself. However getting to the point where your thought are tolerable or even enjoyable is a hard task .

idk i just wanna be a normal teen and hang out and enjoy my life
i’m an introvert i like being alone, except when it’s not by option

 

[Deleted Member 106081]

real
never had a best friend growing up
i wish i know what it feels like to always be first choice to someone