I was in the waiting room came in I thought my doctor was gonna be a female it wa some old dude (before you start saying he was probably just ugly he wasn't) I started lowky panicking cause some stuff I can't really talk about it to him cause he's not a woman 
so we just stood there and he was like you have literally no acne what's the problem ( I didn't wanna talk about that , just mostly general questions to understand better) and I don't know what happened to me for me to start acting like this around older men I think cause I don't have a dad but then my mum had to walk in and explain herself that I was uncomfortable,humiliation ritual I could've avoided but I genuinely couldn't speak idk what happened to me
so we just stood there and he was like you have literally no acne what's the problem ( I didn't wanna talk about that , just mostly general questions to understand better) and I don't know what happened to me for me to start acting like this around older men I think cause I don't have a dad but then my mum had to walk in and explain herself that I was uncomfortable,humiliation ritual I could've avoided but I genuinely couldn't speak idk what happened to me