im so fucking nd that girls are being drived away , i cant walk normally or even bahave normal anymore , im extremly isolated from everyone. I get weird looks and im fucking depressed , i will wait for my hardmaxes and become a perfect version of myself no matter the cost and it will happen very soon , im angry at the world i really am and i want no other goal in my life than to reach my perfect self. I live for nothing more than that , i lost a lot of boxing skill from not training , havnt hit the gym for shit im built like a wide ribcage skeleton with a pretty good frame , im maulnorished as shit my curls look like dogshit, not even conditioner save them. Im angry as shit at the world and i promise.