I wish I had a true friend

[+Enrique+]

Someone who I fully connect with on a deeper level

Who shares a lot of my interests

Who I can actually have deep thought provoking discussions with.

Like I do have lots of friends, but I’m just friends with them for the sake of it. I can’t be real with them.

I feel so lonely, even if I am surrounded by 20 people I might as well be on my own

 

[Nenestar]

Me too

 

[Zynx✰]

Someone who I fully connect with on a deeper level

Who shares a lot of my interests

Who I can actually have deep thought provoking discussions with.

Like I do have lots of friends, but I’m just friends with them for the sake of it. I can’t be real with them.

I feel so lonely, even if I am surrounded by 20 people I might as well be on my own

grab the nearest mirror

 

[+Enrique+]

Me too

I feel indifferent whether I am with them or not.

I have no “friends” just acquaintances

 

[Looksi]

I’ll be your friend.

 

[Nenestar]

I feel indifferent whether I am with them or not.

I have no “friends” just acquaintances

Yeah, I don't have acquaintances. Just 2 people who I basically never see.

I'm too lazy to even talk to them anymore tbh. Only thing we have in common is just a long history, nothing more than that

 

[+Enrique+]

Yeah, I don't have acquaintances. Just 2 people who I basically never see.

I'm too lazy to even talk to them anymore tbh. Only thing we have in common is just a long history, nothing more than that

I had one friend that I actually knew on a deep level, knew him since we were little kids

But we dont like eachother anymore

Everyone else has just felt fake.


Why does it have to be like this?

Chad probably doesn’t think about shit like this ever JFL

 

[Nenestar]

I had one friend that I actually knew on a deep level, knew him since we were little kids

But we dont like eachother anymore

Everyone else has just felt fake.


Why does it have to be like this?

Chad probably doesn’t think about shit like this ever JFL

Yeah, I think I had one too. But I moved cities so I lost that connection.

But thinking back on it, it really wasn't anything special.

We are just here to suffer, I guess.

 

[+Enrique+]

Yeah, I think I had one too. But I moved cities so I lost that connection.

But thinking back on it, it really wasn't anything special.

We are just here to suffer, I guess.

Maybe so

I literally have no idea what I am gonna do after college

No real friends, bad social skills with women, no jobs really seem interesting.

I mean seriously, the only job I wanna do is as a writer.

Everything else seems dreadful

 

[Nenestar]

Maybe so

I literally have no idea what I am gonna do after college

No real friends, bad social skills with women, no jobs really seem interesting.

I mean seriously, the only job I wanna do is as a writer.

Everything else seems dreadful

Same. I just hope I get a decent job and then I'll just try to find a gf.

I'm just trying to find someone who I connect with. I really don't care about anything else.

 

[sociopath]

they don’t exist everyone in this world just wants to use you

 

[Starlet]

the other problem too is that they’re always busy and always end up leaving in the end

 

[Balian]

the other problem too is that they’re always busy and always end up leaving in the end

long term friends leave?

 

[Starlet]

long term friends leave?

yes, like you grow apart of often if you’re not in close proximity anymore like same school they won’t put in the effort anymore. I also try not to make friends with guys because they’re not really your friend and it’s always the same cycle. Not too long ago my best friend of the past year blocked me because he started liking me too much. I always knew it was gonna happen but it still hurts

 

[Balian]

yes, like you grow apart of often if you’re not in close proximity anymore like same school they won’t put in the effort anymore. I also try not to make friends with guys because they’re not really your friend and it’s always the same cycle. Not too long ago my best friend of the past year blocked me because he started liking me too much. I always knew it was gonna happen but it still hurts

I understand that, that’s the only scenario
Proximity is really important, even for friends that I’ve had since childhood like 12-13 yrs
When you move to a different city/country the friendship would be reduced to an occasional call, or text

I guess everything has its course in life

And girls and guys can be friends in my opinion
But neither side should have any attraction towards the other, and preferably neither of them is in a relationship

He blocked u out of nowhere bc I think he started liking u too much?

 

[Starlet]

And girls and guys can be friends in my opinion
But neither side should have any attraction towards the other, and preferably neither of them is in a relationship

It’s never gone well for me it’s like at least a 80% they catch feelings and want something more

He blocked u out of nowhere bc I think he started liking u too much?

I’m very honest and so it’s not just I think, he did tell me. He started liking me a lot but I didn’t want to date him and he also had a girlfriend at that time so it couldn’t keep going on like that. He probably would’ve left his girlfriend for me but I have morals and I didn’t want that. Shit’s complicated but that’s basically the summary. That’s also not the only time something like that has happened to me

 

[New Water]

Someone who I fully connect with on a deeper level

Who shares a lot of my interests

Who I can actually have deep thought provoking discussions with.

Like I do have lots of friends, but I’m just friends with them for the sake of it. I can’t be real with them.

I feel so lonely, even if I am surrounded by 20 people I might as well be on my own

sooooo… you want to cheat on me or smth Enrique I thought you was my n***a, my n***a

 

[+Enrique+]

sooooo… you want to cheat on me or smth Enrique I thought you was my n***a, my n***a

NOO I’m sorry I thought we were on a break

 

[New Water]

NOO I’m sorry I thought we were on a break

f-fine.. Baka….

 

[+Enrique+]

f-fine.. Baka….

Can you be a tsundere please?

 

[Balian]

It’s never gone well for me it’s like at least a 80% they catch feelings and want something more

I’m very honest and so it’s not just I think, he did tell me. He started liking me a lot but I didn’t want to date him and he also had a girlfriend at that time so it couldn’t keep going on like that. He probably would’ve left his girlfriend for me but I have morals and I didn’t want that. Shit’s complicated but that’s basically the summary. That’s also not the only time something like that has happened to me

You didn’t want to a date him bc he was not attractive or bc he had a gf?
Would u have if you did find him attractive but he still had a gf?
I think with a dynamic like that in general
It’s rather easy to guess if someone’s into u early on
Specially with guys
With girls some guys mistake niceness with interest it might be a little harder

 

[New Water]

Can you be a tsundere please?

Y-you really think I’d just be a tsundere because you asked me to?? S-stupid.. stupid Baka!… I mean.. if it’s for you.. I-I guess I can be a tsundere or whatever… don’t expect anything special from me…

 

[New Water]

Can you be a tsundere please?

*huff* and don’t make anymore demands! I’m not s-some.. charity worker or whatever…

 

[+Enrique+]

yes, like you grow apart of often if you’re not in close proximity anymore like same school they won’t put in the effort anymore. I also try not to make friends with guys because they’re not really your friend and it’s always the same cycle. Not too long ago my best friend of the past year blocked me because he started liking me too much. I always knew it was gonna happen but it still hurts

I was sad when my old friend who was a women told me she liked me

I mean I still kissed her

But yeah

Idk if irl men and women can be real friends

 

[+Enrique+]

*huff* and don’t make anymore demands! I’m not s-some.. charity worker or whatever…

Got me kicking my feet and giggling n shi

 

[ecoli]

I was sad when my old friend who was a women told me she liked me

why

 

[Starlet]

You didn’t want to a date him bc he was not attractive or bc he had a gf?
Would u have if you did find him attractive but he still had a gf?
I think with a dynamic like that in general
It’s rather easy to guess if someone’s into u early on
Specially with guys
With girls some guys mistake niceness with interest it might be a little harder

I did like him back a little bit but I still didn’t want to. We were literally friends way before they got together so I could have had him way before if I wanted to and also their relationship was highkey a joke. I’ve only ever had one bf and I want to get married young so I don’t want to date anyone I can’t see myself marrying.

 

[New Water]

Got me kicking my feet and giggling n shi

yeah, yeah.. im going to bed… it’d be a real shame if you told me goodnight… a-and maybe gave me those forehead kisses you always give me :> ... b-but I wouldn’t care if you didn’t either!…

 

[+Enrique+]

why

Because it felt like our friendship wasn’t genuine

Especially I just liked her as a person

 

[+Enrique+]

yeah, yeah.. im going to bed… it’d be a real shame if you told me goodnight… a-and maybe gave me those forehead kisses you always give me :> ... b-but I wouldn’t care if you didn’t either!…

Fine

Mwah

Mwah

Mwah

Goodnight

 

[Balian]

I did like him back a little bit but I still didn’t want to. We were literally friends way before they got together so I could have had him way before if I wanted to and also their relationship was highkey a joke. I’ve only ever had one bf and I want to get married young so I don’t want to date anyone I can’t see myself marrying.

If that’s the case,
Then mirin self respect
Wish all foids held the same views

 

[New Water]

Fine

Mwah

Mwah

Mwah

Goodnight

T-thank.. y-y-you oniiii-Chan!.. @~@

 

[Schizotypalcel]

its impossible

 

[Starlet]

If that’s the case,
Then mirin self respect
Wish all foids held the same views

thank you, one of my favorite things about myself is that I do have really good impulse control and generally try not to just act on my feelings