I miss the times where everything was so colorful and even the smallest things made me beyond happy. I just want to go back to feeling excited over everything and just seeing the world as a one huge playground for me to play and make new friends in.
Nowadays all my memories are through the screen, the only thing that helped me feel better were my friends but now that they made new friends in their highschools they don't have time for me anymore. My only friends that do talk to me live on the other side of the country and I don't think they would even want to meet me irl. I'm so tired of being lonely, I'm so tired of just sitting in my room alone all day. I'm just so fucking lonely, all I want is someone who would just care enough to spend time with me.
Nowadays all my memories are through the screen, the only thing that helped me feel better were my friends but now that they made new friends in their highschools they don't have time for me anymore. My only friends that do talk to me live on the other side of the country and I don't think they would even want to meet me irl. I'm so tired of being lonely, I'm so tired of just sitting in my room alone all day. I'm just so fucking lonely, all I want is someone who would just care enough to spend time with me.